Thanks for the feedback, all astrologers appreciate that because it helps us correct and hone our skills.
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[FONT="]Using the Tad Mann method, I see then at about age 4 your life changed (5th house was activated) and the Yod was triggered internally… Try and think back to around this age to muse over what that might have been, what type of experience you had. Perhaps you were too young to recall, except if you had moved locations, but its not the 4th of foundation, but the 5th where Pluto resides. Around ages 11-12, that very negative vibe of Saturn opposed to fixed star Algol was activated with the natal Sun & Moon being square at birth. Perhaps your parents came to a separation around this time or some other life altering events occurred inside of you. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Around age 13-14, Uranus would have been activated, and Uranus (to me) usually signified, both the unexpected things that happen, and separations. How you may have been affected, is a double edged sword because your natal Uranus is sextile the Sun (remember, the Sun being father or male figure) …so it may have involved him somehow at this age.[/FONT]
[FONT="]I’m going to skip ahead to your current age, found in your 8th house and activating your natal Mercury ruler of your Sun.Note that Jupiter the spiritual planet is closely conjunct Mercury. This is why you are taking such an interest now at this time. If you examine your Mercury you will see the many positive harmonious aspects to this planet. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Your logic and intuition (Cancer Rising) seem to be operating in your favor.[/FONT]
[FONT="]BTW: Your house cusps are the same as mine. Welcome to the Cancer (always “feeling or emoting?”
Rising club [/FONT]
Note: IF any of this sounds about right to you, then you can see easily how the Universe is unfolding, (our personal experiences with the Universe) right before your eyes.
Note: Since you said your father has never been in your life or not much, then perhaps you can substitute the Sun for another "male" figure....that may have either come into the life or left the life.