soratothamax
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I've been observing my Transit chart recently and I'm deeply paranoid. I don't know if this has to do with Pluto being in my 3rd house. But my knowledge of Pluto is that it rules death. Saturn has similarly ruled death.
I'm deeply afraid of dying by car accident or having to have surgery and die that way. I'm so afraid, I barely like to drive anywhere anymore. This isn't helped by my natal Saturn, which sits in this house and already makes me a prude when driving.
I'm doubly afraid because my Saturn return is supposed to be coming up. I know Saturn will enter Capricorn at the end of this year. From what I know, Saturn usually causes significant hardship. Natal Saturn conjunct transit Saturn AND Pluto. That just spells disaster for me.
And Pluto and Saturn are going to stay there awhile.
I was so afraid, I got me a therapist. But she was horrible and charged me a lot to boot. She did not help me one bit and in fact made things worse.
My sister might have to have surgery for her fibroids, which are so huge she looks pregnant, and I'm really scared because her iron is low. We are both pretty young and she is paranoid too. She's my twin sister, so our charts are pretty similar. I'm paranoid she's going to die during this transit period. This would be really difficult because we roommate and rely on each other for support. We just escaped an abusive home situation and now face negative thoughts and severe paranoia and she faces surgery. I might have to have a similar operation for the same reason.
We also don't live in a very safe neighborhood. It's near an inner city, and it's not safe to walk at night, not even around 5pm. We've had several break ins with our car, which has been terrifying. Some precious items were stolen (lesson learned about leaving things in there). I live with a smoker, and my sister and I are afraid of developing lung diseases at this time because she smokes in the house. She has no respect about it, but we rely on her to help us financially, so we don't have much say in the matter.
Some close friends and neighbors have already died during this period. And it has been deeply traumatizing for me.
The other energies I'm seeing in my chart don't seem to help.
Saturn is transiting the second, and my paycheck is just horrible. I only get health insurance 10 months throughout the year (The US doesn't have free healthcare). I feel like I have to pinch every single coin. I've been doing several temp jobs just to make ends meet and trying to look for other stable work. I'm feeling a lot of pressure to, but can't seem to find the energy.
Uranus is in my 6th house, making stable work hard to come by. That's not going to leave that house for a while either.
To add injury, Neptune is in my 4th house, draining my energy. My mother has Cancer, my grandmother is ill, and I feel like they expect me to take care of them (one of them being the abuser). Mars is there too.
So far, things don't seem to be looking too positive in my transit chart. I'm not sure if anyone else can spot any positive energies, but if you can, can you help steer me in that direction? I'd greatly appreciate it.
Anyone else experience their Saturn return in the 3rd house? Or Pluto in the 3rd house?
I've been observing my Transit chart recently and I'm deeply paranoid. I don't know if this has to do with Pluto being in my 3rd house. But my knowledge of Pluto is that it rules death. Saturn has similarly ruled death.
I'm deeply afraid of dying by car accident or having to have surgery and die that way. I'm so afraid, I barely like to drive anywhere anymore. This isn't helped by my natal Saturn, which sits in this house and already makes me a prude when driving.
I'm doubly afraid because my Saturn return is supposed to be coming up. I know Saturn will enter Capricorn at the end of this year. From what I know, Saturn usually causes significant hardship. Natal Saturn conjunct transit Saturn AND Pluto. That just spells disaster for me.
And Pluto and Saturn are going to stay there awhile.
I was so afraid, I got me a therapist. But she was horrible and charged me a lot to boot. She did not help me one bit and in fact made things worse.
My sister might have to have surgery for her fibroids, which are so huge she looks pregnant, and I'm really scared because her iron is low. We are both pretty young and she is paranoid too. She's my twin sister, so our charts are pretty similar. I'm paranoid she's going to die during this transit period. This would be really difficult because we roommate and rely on each other for support. We just escaped an abusive home situation and now face negative thoughts and severe paranoia and she faces surgery. I might have to have a similar operation for the same reason.
We also don't live in a very safe neighborhood. It's near an inner city, and it's not safe to walk at night, not even around 5pm. We've had several break ins with our car, which has been terrifying. Some precious items were stolen (lesson learned about leaving things in there). I live with a smoker, and my sister and I are afraid of developing lung diseases at this time because she smokes in the house. She has no respect about it, but we rely on her to help us financially, so we don't have much say in the matter.
Some close friends and neighbors have already died during this period. And it has been deeply traumatizing for me.
The other energies I'm seeing in my chart don't seem to help.
Saturn is transiting the second, and my paycheck is just horrible. I only get health insurance 10 months throughout the year (The US doesn't have free healthcare). I feel like I have to pinch every single coin. I've been doing several temp jobs just to make ends meet and trying to look for other stable work. I'm feeling a lot of pressure to, but can't seem to find the energy. Uranus is in my 6th house, making stable work hard to come by. That's not going to leave that house for a while either.
To add injury, Neptune is in my 4th house, draining my energy. My mother has Cancer, my grandmother is ill, and I feel like they expect me to take care of them (one of them being the abuser). Mars is there too.
So far, things don't seem to be looking too positive in my transit chart. I'm not sure if anyone else can spot any positive energies, but if you can, can you help steer me in that direction? I'd greatly appreciate it.
Anyone else experience their Saturn return in the 3rd house? Or Pluto in the 3rd house?
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