Sun in Cancer 11th house, opposite Uranus, trine Pluto
I'm very emotional and sensitive, sensual, nurturing, I feel deeply and can be very empathic and intuitive. I have an extremely rebellious side too thanks to that Uranus opposition. Yet a part of me wants to fit in somehow and it produces a lot of pain since I'm unable to fit in or be like others. I feel like some kinda alien or scarred right at the core in a way that makes me subhuman. Although as i've gotten older, I don't feel subhuman, just inhuman. More importantly, I want to have a huge impact on society, shake people up so they see, change something positively for the collective consciousness, it relates a lot to emotion. It relates a lot to darkness and death as I'm very in tune with dichotomies and opposing forces and realize darkness and light, and death and life are closely connected. It realates a lot to spirituality. I'm very strong, passionate, and driven despite being emotional and sensitive thanks to the Cardinal energy and to the Pluto regenerative, transformative power. I constantly try to learn from every little thing and find meaning in everything. I don't do anything the way anyone else does and I'm very skilled at finding novel ways of doing things or finding creative solutions. I'm good also at tuning into people, digging deep and understanding them so I can find ways to help them the way they need to be helped. Very drawn to darkness and mystery, always in either the future or in the past or both simultaneously. I love exploring. I'm a nomad, I have no home