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Unread 08-31-2018, 10:08 PM
lisahearts lisahearts is offline
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Chiron in 7th cause bad relationships & loneliness?

It seems in all of my relationships and friendships, Iím always putting in 100% and getting nothing in return. Iím getting older and have never had a boyfriend. Iíve been seeing a guy for almost a year now and he still refers to me as his friend, he never calls me to talk on the phone,sometimes I really need someone to talk to. I only get a random text from him every now and than but he usually takes hours to respond to my text. I donít even think he loves me or thinks about me or even cares. I feel the same way with the people I consider friends, they only talk to me if I reach out to them. Also when I want to make plans with them, each time itís a fail, I donít think they actually consider me a friend. not one person wants to spend time with me. I get so lonely and have literally no one to talk to. It hurts a lot. Iím really nice and caring to everyone I meet but I donít get the same in return. People just seem to use me for what they want or only come around me when itís convenient for them. Iíve tried joining churches and different clubs and classes to meet new people but same result each time. I donít want to be alone forever, but itís starting to look like thatís my destiny. I have dreams of getting married and being a mother but I donít think it will ever happen.

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