[FONT="]Hello Nealcaffre,
as Osamenor already said- health issues are strictly a question to ask and to get treated by doctors and therapists. Astrologers are no doctors and cannot give any medical help.
But what astrology is about - we all have energies we can use and we can assist from our part and work together with doctors - to help us getting healthy again - this is always welcomed from doctors.
I had a look into vedic section in your topic up there. You are from India and in India people have more trust in vedic astrology. Western astrology is completely different. I don’t know – whether it makes really sense for you to read a western astrology reading. But I have some compassion and a vague understanding – what may going on in you – as I share the placements of moon, sun and mercury in 4th quarter of the chart with you – as well as uranus in physical body house 2nd.
Contrary to vedic astrology - in western astrology you are not a much down to earth grounded person – in truth being earth grounded is missing in your chart – you have to work on- taurus in 6th house – virgo in 10th. Jupiter as your ASC ruler and personal enforcement ruler is in cap in 2nd house- selfprotection and setting boundaries. 2nd house is ruled and directed by saturn. Saturn is in fire sign aries in a neptune ruled 4th house – emotions. Venus in virgo - but in a fire sign sun ruled house.
[/FONT][FONT="] And I think that this is part of a general problem you have - you are mostly high up in the air - with no earth grounded roots on earth in personal part of your chart- this is what you have to develop this life- with virgo midheaven – as your personal healing path.[/FONT][FONT="] Mercury in libra as ruler of your 10th house close working together with venus in virgo in a special way - each in the sign of the other.
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[FONT="]All three first important personal planets - moon, sun and mercury are in air sign - in impersonal 4th quarter of your chart- high up in the air - and the nearly most farest away position from personal area- able to perceive a lot and getting aware of all - what is going outside in society (also with covid) and what anxiety and sorrows people in the world are dealing with now- but not much aware of own personal needs and how to nurture them. And probably not able to sort out- what belongs to you and what is coming from outer influence. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Neptune in your 2nd house ruling your 4th house- emotions - makes very sensitive and empathic as a gift you were born with - with neptune square moon. But in 2nd – setting boundaries it also makes physically permeable for a big ocean of feelings - your own - 4th house and from outside in society- with neptune square moon in 11th and with saturn in 4th opposing mercury in 10th - you kinda feel yourself responsible for (saturn).
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[FONT="]And uranus in 2nd- as ruler of 3rd - in 2nd house - makes permeable for thoughts- also own thoughts - can take a considerable impact on the body - for the most worse but also for the most best. Uranus ruling 3rd house is visionary- and a mind of non-conventional standard.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Taurus in your 6th house health with venus in health sign virgo in spiritual and faith house 9th - is in fact your self-healing energy - you can use for yourself. You need to get earth grounded. To go out into nature - if things get out of your hands- get your physical hands into earth- do everything what makes you feel your own body and to feel yourself in a body.[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]With virgo in spiritual 9th house - religious belief is a strong supporting part to help yourself - besides looking for earth-grounded help of doctors in reality - do prayers for help and higher assistance - and accept a higher will and energy - to happen for your best and better. And learn to accept that the best for you -may be different from what you think is the best for you. 9th house is the belief, faith and trust in a higher leading power above you. Wearing a yellow saphire is not enough - if you don't have trust faith and belief. [/FONT]
[FONT="]If you are aimless .... give yourself aims- you can look forward to ...and stop concentrating on self-destructive thoughts creating self-destructive feelings to follow and consequently lowering your own physical energy - day by day more.
You are the person who thinks in your head and
you are the person to decide what you continously daily think about and focus yourself on -
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[FONT="] Your 9th house is in leo ruled by sun- and is more own will ego-centered and concentrated more on your own will. Mars rules 5th house –own will and own ego and sextiles your sun/chiron conj. . You believe more in yourself – on vedic section -I noticed in every second post your words "
trust me"....
Do you trust yourself ? Do you believe and trust in God? Are you able to admit- from all results you have got so far- that you might be not on your right way ? And probably didn't have trust in God- that he might know it better than you - and know more better - what is good for your?
If you don't feel well - this is the first sign of your body and soul- that you are not doing right for yourself and that you don't follow your right life-path direction and way of evolving yourself. Which is midheaven in sign virgo, ruled by mercury.
And should probably start to look in a clear and more analytic and critical way on yourself - venus in virgo - what you did so far and where you might have been wrong and have expected a lot from others back - what you have done for them – but having given it to them seemingly as a present- jupiter trining venus as also your work-house ruler.
[/FONT][FONT="] You should be aware that jupiter in it's shadow part -always has a tendency to exaggerate a lot and is endangered to disregard and disrespect other people borders and boundaries- jupiter squares mercury as 7th house ruler- encountering people. But feeling entitled to do so - because of your meaning it well for others. [/FONT][FONT="]To get friends - you don't have to do so much- just simly showing yourself as you really are - aries in 5th house- mars in leo in 9th house sextiling libra sun - semisquaring mercury as ruler of 7th - encountering people. But you don't have much self-trust- you think you have to do a lot - 1000% and get yourself under pressure and have pressure in your radiance . But this is not necessary - people don't like to feel like being obliged to giving you back 1000% - too. If you have friends only for what you have done for them - you don't have really friends. Friends are friends - because they like you and feel well near to you.
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[FONT="]But simply only deciding on your own - taking leadership on your own - mercury opposing aries saturn - because you are of the opinion - you know it better for them - as their leading authority - aries saturn. [/FONT][FONT="]But this is what adult people don't like, and feel reminded to their own childhood-experience and then avoid having contact with you.[/FONT]
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Your mercury ruling 7th house - personal relationships and encountering people in general is conjuncted by your fated northnode in 10th house- and is since 02-05-2021 still transit activated by trine now by transit saturn as your physical body house ruler 2nd. [/FONT][FONT="]Saturn - the called Lord of Time in it's transits. You mostly meet people you have a fated contact with - assisting your life path and life direction. And this is nothing one can enforce personally. Transit support lasting until 11-19-2021.[/FONT]
[FONT="]Your sun ruling 9th house is in 11th house- giving up own ego to serve the Grand Whole with a personal contribution for social commitment. Chiron – the inner wound, injury and weakness – the wounded healer and the biggest self-healing potential is tight sitting on your sun. [/FONT]
[FONT="]If you face your inner wound, to not act ego-own-will centered (sun ruling 9th and aries ruling 5th house) – you will get a gift to be really of help for people – and to share something important- sun in libra – serving the Grand Whole – venus rules 11th house. Andwith your own work- venus rules 6th. And with your spirit and deep faith and belief- venus in healing sign virgo in spiritual 9th house...[/FONT][FONT="]
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[FONT="]Do you know the religious saying- “in your biggest weakness – my power will work strong through you” ?
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- you have a place on earth here and you are an important part of the Grand Whole and have a special task here to fullfill.