Lion o ness
Well-known member
Im currently caught up in a Karmic relationship.
I can just feel the karma, screaming at me... Ive never felt a relationship like this... It cuts very deeply.. It has had a huge effect on me as a person, and also on my personality. Its "showed" me some things about myself that I never really knew was there..
I didnt even know I could feel so immensely, so internally deep.. It has cut through the core of my being...
Its been on going for a while, Ive gone through all the stages.. denial, running away, pushing away, begging for help on understanding, researching, pleading for my feelings to change, giving into it, and acceptance finally learning what I want, and what I need.... Now Im at the point I have to be able to express what I want/need... Only Thats not my forte... So Im still working on it...
his NN conjunct my Vertex
His NN square my Saturn.
His Saturn conjunct my dsc
He has 3 planets in my H12
I have 3 planets in his H12
My Asc on his SN
his Jupiter on my SN
His h12 ruler conjunct my chart ruler
My h12 ruler conjuncts his IC ruler
The composite has Sun/Merc conjunct SN.
I cant really give you advise.. If your asking if its karma, it probably is.
You feel it, you can feel the difference...
You know this person is someone important in your life...
I can just feel the karma, screaming at me... Ive never felt a relationship like this... It cuts very deeply.. It has had a huge effect on me as a person, and also on my personality. Its "showed" me some things about myself that I never really knew was there..
I didnt even know I could feel so immensely, so internally deep.. It has cut through the core of my being...
Its been on going for a while, Ive gone through all the stages.. denial, running away, pushing away, begging for help on understanding, researching, pleading for my feelings to change, giving into it, and acceptance finally learning what I want, and what I need.... Now Im at the point I have to be able to express what I want/need... Only Thats not my forte... So Im still working on it...
his NN conjunct my Vertex
His NN square my Saturn.
His Saturn conjunct my dsc
He has 3 planets in my H12
I have 3 planets in his H12
My Asc on his SN
his Jupiter on my SN
His h12 ruler conjunct my chart ruler
My h12 ruler conjuncts his IC ruler
The composite has Sun/Merc conjunct SN.
I cant really give you advise.. If your asking if its karma, it probably is.
You feel it, you can feel the difference...
You know this person is someone important in your life...