I had a fall out with someone from my recent past again. He has confused me about what he wants...one minute saying one thing another something that was opposing.... and I told him about my feelings several days ago, but I went on a rant through text messages and poured my frustration on him and then I apologized saying that I'm sorry for my frustration but it's because of the feelings I have developed and I feel like they are not being reciprocated. I explained this to him because although i don't text much, I bombarded him with tons of messages that day about my thought and pretty much disclosed some things as to why I was acting this or that way....because I felt frustrated that I was getting attached in case if he though that I was acting weird. He didn't respond to my text messages about my feelings ever since, but before that a week an a half ago when I walked out on him over an issue that I misunderstood myself, he contacted me and wanted to see me later, and I thought he wanted to see me for a relationship thinking that he missed me etc, but then he acted as 'casual' as before with me, so I got confused about his intentions for a week now. BUT...I must admit that this time he was acting a bit possessive of me, saying that if I walk out on him over something stupid as before due to my misunderstanding, he would not let me leave his apartment even if I call the cops or neighbors this time. Within a week when we got back together after his own call I mentioned about (back then I did not contact him at all after I walked out, so he chased me himself), he made sure that he doesn't lose me again.
I explained that I didn't want to develop feelings for him that was one-sided and make things confusing and for that reason I am breaking up with him and when I said this via text after I left his apartment, he simply sent me a 'thumbs up' over a text as a response without saying anything to me as if to agree with my break up unless he felt bad and wasn't sure what to say. It's after that that I bombarded him with texts about my feelings and explained to him that when I met him, I felt a strong attraction and closeness that I haven't felt with anyone for a while and I wanted a relationship with him instead of a casual dating. This happened on Friday (today is Monday) and he never replied to me since then after my constant texts on Friday.
So I am moon in 2nd house? I'm on the cusp. He is Saturn in Sag in my 5th house? Does Sag signify someone who is commitmentphobic? As to the co-sigs for both...Since Moon is me as the querent, should i take Venus as my co-sig? If so, I am in 7th, which is his 1st house. Is this significant in terms of him liking me still after my crazy text messages? I am in Aquarius, which is also ruled by Saturn (him), which means I am into him for being in his own sign? What I want o know if this Pluto sitting right on descendant has any meaning because it's a dwarf planet I read and isn't part of the ancient horary, so not sure what to make of it as I don't know horary well. Mars..the ruler of my 5th is in 5th house..anything significant with that? I feel like I should just go and hang myself now and I said that to him too when I poured all my emotions into my text yet letting him know that he can't date me for just sex anymore and that I was looking for more.
I explained that I didn't want to develop feelings for him that was one-sided and make things confusing and for that reason I am breaking up with him and when I said this via text after I left his apartment, he simply sent me a 'thumbs up' over a text as a response without saying anything to me as if to agree with my break up unless he felt bad and wasn't sure what to say. It's after that that I bombarded him with texts about my feelings and explained to him that when I met him, I felt a strong attraction and closeness that I haven't felt with anyone for a while and I wanted a relationship with him instead of a casual dating. This happened on Friday (today is Monday) and he never replied to me since then after my constant texts on Friday.
So I am moon in 2nd house? I'm on the cusp. He is Saturn in Sag in my 5th house? Does Sag signify someone who is commitmentphobic? As to the co-sigs for both...Since Moon is me as the querent, should i take Venus as my co-sig? If so, I am in 7th, which is his 1st house. Is this significant in terms of him liking me still after my crazy text messages? I am in Aquarius, which is also ruled by Saturn (him), which means I am into him for being in his own sign? What I want o know if this Pluto sitting right on descendant has any meaning because it's a dwarf planet I read and isn't part of the ancient horary, so not sure what to make of it as I don't know horary well. Mars..the ruler of my 5th is in 5th house..anything significant with that? I feel like I should just go and hang myself now and I said that to him too when I poured all my emotions into my text yet letting him know that he can't date me for just sex anymore and that I was looking for more.
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