UKpoohbear, I truly get the wanting a baby part.
But realistically, how well positioned are you to do a super job of caring for a child for the next 18 or so years?
Have you talked it over with the prospective father?
I'm sorry if these questions seem outside the realm of astrology, but your significator in this horary chart is not in great shape, as I mentioned previously. It truly makes me question whether this is the right time for such an important life-changing decision.
I don’t mind your questions regarding my ability to be a fit mother
joking! You want to know my thoughts, ok.
I wondered what you meant about my significator not being in great shape. Moon in Aries isn’t the worst but then like a few have pointed out, Aries is hot and dry and Moon cold and wet. Then I noticed it is conjunct Chiron, which is what I think you are referring to. I don’t pay any attention to Chiron when it comes to horary because I like traditional horary, but in this case, actually yes, the shoe fits.
I’m currently experiencing a bit of burn out which is nicely described by Moon in Aries (Burn out!!). I am happy within myself though, I am just overwhelmed with work and study and the stress causing me not to sleep properly and I have heart palpitations which I take beta blockers for, but the past couple of weeks even they aren’t helping.
I think that describes the Moon in Aries. For Moon-Chiron, I am in emotional pain. My man said he wanted to take me out ok Saturday and he ended up partying the Friday through to the Saturday! I was upset. I didn’t shout, instead I was soft and looked upset. He hasn’t spoken to me since!! I think he prefers it when I am angry. It’s been painful to go from cloud 9 to radio silence.
No. He’s probably not boyfriend material. But at the time of this horary, we were reconciled and the intimacy levels were good. It made me feel soft and broody.
Ok, so, that’s how I am doing. Here are my thoughts about motherhood which I am afraid I disagree with your purely practical views on it. Are you basically saying poor women should think twice as hard before becoming a mother than rich women?
Not only do I disagree but I take an extreme opposite view. Throw practicality out the window, I want to be a mother!! There is no greater thing in the world than to be a mother, I imagine. Imagine all the love. Now, I am not some damsel in distress who will give up and not do my best for my child when the going gets tough, I will duly sacrifice my life and my needs to give my child everything I gave up to have her. Just to be a mother!!
Sure, if I was homeless under a bridge I would say, perhaps you are starting to have a point, but I am a woman who wants to bloom before I am no longer able to bare fruit. Women have limited seasons, we only have so many spring and summers. Men, they can waste their seasons and marry a 21 year old spring child whenever they want, but a woman, her seasons to bloom are limited.
I don’t want to be a wise old oak tree standing on its own, that people come to stare at and say ‘that’s a cool looking tree, it made the right decisions and stand tall and wise on its own all lonely.’ No, I want to be a mother that bares fruit, and throws caution to the wind for that desire to be a mother. I want to be part of a forest!
I have not had much love in my life quite frankly, it would be an emotional pain beyond any I could want to imagine if god were to forsake me to know this type of love too.
If I have to be a single mother and struggle, I will still want it. My language may be flowery but I have known enough about life that I would give it my all.
To **** with practicalities quite frankly. It hit me a couple of days ago I may not become a mother, ever. It physically hurt for about an hour. I believe it is a possibility from what I know about my karma and my chart, it’s not very maternal. I just hope to god I do become a mother. I am sure I will find guy to help me look after me, I believe that too. If not, I will be a sacred mother on my own.
To question a mother’s right to motherhood is to deny them love! To hell with practicalities!
Thank you for listening.