Hello
I’ll admit I’m fragile at points in time. But I find it hard to understand how someone so tough can feel breakable when you take my life’s necessities away from me. I relate my emotional health to my home and financial life, and my ability to look after myself well. i have a chronic illness. in the past, the same family members I’ve been wronged by put with enough from, and frankly I can’t rely on them, have often been there, no not necessary to ‘look after’ me. But helped me out, made everyday life possible. I haven’t been raised in a stable family, with frankly very unhealthy family members that have contributed to my stressful home life through growing up with all could want and never needing anything, so now I have sibling that acts recklessly and believes he can fall back on everybody. including me... My parents (mother) is unstable in her mind. I am slowly becoming more financially independent where I won’t have to put up with this for much longer. But having an illness means i've had to stick around for longer than i have expected. i also find it hard to imagine a familiess life. It seems impossible but the same people that are hurt my personal growth are the ones who give me stability.
just a little talk, i suppose.
I’ll admit I’m fragile at points in time. But I find it hard to understand how someone so tough can feel breakable when you take my life’s necessities away from me. I relate my emotional health to my home and financial life, and my ability to look after myself well. i have a chronic illness. in the past, the same family members I’ve been wronged by put with enough from, and frankly I can’t rely on them, have often been there, no not necessary to ‘look after’ me. But helped me out, made everyday life possible. I haven’t been raised in a stable family, with frankly very unhealthy family members that have contributed to my stressful home life through growing up with all could want and never needing anything, so now I have sibling that acts recklessly and believes he can fall back on everybody. including me... My parents (mother) is unstable in her mind. I am slowly becoming more financially independent where I won’t have to put up with this for much longer. But having an illness means i've had to stick around for longer than i have expected. i also find it hard to imagine a familiess life. It seems impossible but the same people that are hurt my personal growth are the ones who give me stability.
just a little talk, i suppose.
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