I believe it's connected to your stellium's opposition with Chiron,as Chiron is known for bringing pain,but also finding ways to heal it.
Chiron is like "the handle" of the aspect(even though your chart isn't a bucket one).
It also depends on your transits along the years.
25 years?I'm so sorry for your suffering,hope you'll be better.
Sorry for replying so late.
As a bonus,your Chiron's also retrograde,and it's said that retrograde planets(technically Chiron isn't a planet)usually represent a challenge.
Hope this helps.
Thanks Forgotten Warrior, Chiron and Saturn has really been a pain for me. problems with Family and Friends, even tho, I always been there for them when they needed me.