Dec. 17 1990 4:53 A.M.
(since i can't post the picture)
ASC: Scorpio, 19 degrees
Sun: Sag, 25 degrees
Moon: Sag, 28 degrees
Mercury: Cap
Venus: Cap
Mars: Taurus/Geminis cusp, in Taurus
Jupiter: Leo
Saturn: Cap
Uranus: Cap
Neptune: Cap
Pluto: Scorpio
I believe in astrology, i have seen it too many times in too many people played out so accuratly i could puke. My only problem: my chart, it doesn't come close to describing me, so any help on something i might have overlooked in my chart interpretation would be great. Generally, im looking mostly at the planets in the signs and avoiding the deatails of the houses and conjunctions etc. I'm going to attempt to self anylyze myself and give the most accurate description of myself possible in relation to my chart.
My interests include: The occult or anything metaphysical/supernatural related, Music, books - especially fiction stories, photography, poetry, art, history, politics, kayaking, swimming, sailing, biking every once in a while
According to my own (amatuer) interpretation of my chart i have most of my planets in the second house, giving me an extremely materialistic, possesion/money and montinary ambition oriented personality. Nothing could be more off, i actually don't care much about money or my poissesions (except small ones of sentimental value) i dont desire money or possesions, they're nice, and i don't mind having them, but i rarely ever think about them or activly (except for a quirky need for things i own not to be damaged -ESPECIALLY- books).
Capricornian ambtion and hard work is completely absent, except me wanting an enjoyable reliable job that pays well - enough for me to be happy, but i don't want to work for it! (actualy i hate hard work and will avoid it by any means nessessary) As is the absence of capricornian respect for elders and competance. I just don't really care about rank, social distinction or social class (except for an unwelcome streak of vanity). "I don't want to be a millionaire, i just want to live like one."
Although i will work hard if others are depending on me, im simply one of the laziest people around, and i don't mind it -its not like i want to work my way up to the top of anything. Any organization (mental or otherwise) I also lack in, my rooms a mess, i procrastinate duty and even when i start with good organization, it degenerates and i end up putting things where i can find them again (which is anywhere) if i remember where i put them in the first place. Even now im putting off things that i should get done.
Sagittarian traits are even harder to find. I'm not an optimist, I'm not a pessimist and I'm not a realist. I'm a dreamer and an idealist (this part works) The legendary Sagittarian honesty and frankness is missing (I can't name any specific foot in moulth moment, any harm that results from my words is intentional - which is usually something i regret). I'm not outspoken when it comes to my beliefs, i rarely talk about anything i actually believe in for fear of it being rejected by someone (i self identify with my ideas, and I'm hurt if someone criticizes them) but i will say outrageous things to provoke philosophical disccusions (some sagittarius) or just to see someone's dumfounded look, even though i don't believe what im saying.
The Sagittarian Luck (regretably) and accident prone-ness is not there either. Even though i do have my moments of energy (very few and far between), I'm tired almost all the time, have very low physical stamina and lanky body to match. I love to sleep for long periods of time, and while i love nature (especially the beauty part), I hate the discomfort of being out in it (i am a creature of comfort). I have never liked sports, and would never be involved in them if my parents hadn't stopped short of forcing me to get me into them. I am also without Sagittarian enthusiam and adventerous nature. I'm extremely cautious with just about anything and dislike risks.
On a side note, i had a person with a lot of experiance with astrology and quite a few hours logged in my company ask me my sun sign, when i replied "sagittarius" she was dumbstruck, not knowing what to say, she just responded with a quiet "...o..." we never talked again
I don't know how accurate a self interpretation of the way i act is going to be...i guess looking from the inside out may be less accurate than vice versa, but still, almost all Sagittarian and Capricornian traits are absent and the ones that are part present exist in an unconventional form. I'm sorry if im rambling...this post is getting long as it is, but i want to include some general traits I have noticed strongly in myself and/or traits other have pointed out to me.
The scorpio rising traits i do see a lot of, but the rising sign can't be all of me.
-I am extremely shy, and do not react welll to new people or new social situations, i just want to hide and not be seen - which is hard with my height
-I try to blend in with my enviornement by wearing casual clothes with muted color tones, i hate standing out or having people notice me
-I like to socialize every now and then but only with close friends, no where near the gregoriousness of sagittarius.
-I am not outgoing in the least, i will be friendly and polite with strangers, but i don't want to befriend them unless i find them interesting
-I love privacy and hate intrusions
-I need security...a lot (maybe saggitarian insecurity showing itself here)
-I get along well a great deal of people, and have aquantinces from all walks of life, but I'm only really close to one or two people in my life. While it contradicts my shy nature, I'm told I'm easy to love and impossble to hate.
-I'm intensly secretive and hate spilling how i actualy feel about things or what i actually believe
-I doubt myself frequently and have very little self confidence
-I hate to be critical of any one or anything
-I am scatter brained/absent minded to the utmost, and have been on several occasions been asked if I'm high or drunk, when ive been sober all my life
-My papers and writing have been called scattered
-criticism to my creativity hurts me a lot
-I enjoy writing/reading poetry
-I have a very strong reputation as "wierd" or "eccentric" which i have heard from many sources
-I am hyper sensitive, and extremely small things can get me on the verge of tears and even cause physical discomfort, but i hide it the best i can
-I need to be alone a great deal of time, and i like it
-I am frequenly depressed, but i don't want others to know!
-I will sabatoge my own efforts and beliefs just to be sure its whats right or what i want
-I cut down my own work
-I get nervous when i get complements and try deflect them or say something like "I'm not that good"
-I have been called intelligent by two aquarian sun sign frriends, being paraphrased as "you're so smart" but i have a hard time seeing it in myself
-I like travel so long as its exotic and comfortable
-I stay home a lot, i hate parties and love to lounge.
-Crowds bother me
-I react to everything emotionaly
-I think in disjointed images (a naughty trait for a mercurial capricornian)
-I love to imagine or dream of fantastic things, and have attempted to write several books, which i started and then lost interest in
-I activly avoid egosim and competition
-I have a desperate need of approval from others
-I stongly believe i am empathic after several events in my life recently
-I have no ambitions and my plans for the future are sketchy at best
-I don't like noisy displays
-I have never been involved in a romantic relationship, nor did i have any desire to be, and my romance was limited to passing glances of girls id forget the moment they left the room. until i met someone special
-My passing romantic interest include a magnetic attraction to scorpios, cancers, pisces, and especially aquarius (just using sun sign)
-I've been called extremely aloof
-I'm very indecicive
-I avoid emotional confrontations
-I HATE HATE HATE offending people in any way shape or form, or just generaly hurting their feelings unless im feeling vindictive
-I hate to ask for help but will gladly give it
-I love to be lazy
-I'm gullible and am easily lead on
-I activly avoid responsibity
On the flip side-where i do match
-I can remember random facts about strange subjects, but forget where i put the car keys
-I bring up random subjects
-I work hard if people depend on me or for a group
-I'm self indulgent
-I am an idealist
-i try to be happy even if its an act to defend myself
-I do have hope for the future, not optimism, hope
-I want a secure job
-I have realistic aims in life
-I need fiscal and emotional security
-I love animals
-I love personal liberty to the pointing of shunning someone if they get too close
-I like travel
-Imagination is paramount to me
-I am very restless and pace when i think
-Im full of escapism
Wow that got long...if anyone was willing to read all that... an outside interpretation would be great, after i became interested in astrology the fact my chart did not match me has been bothering me, but maybe the nuances escaped me and i really act like my chart. Any help would be greatly appreciated! i did not take houses or planet relation into account
(since i can't post the picture)
ASC: Scorpio, 19 degrees
Sun: Sag, 25 degrees
Moon: Sag, 28 degrees
Mercury: Cap
Venus: Cap
Mars: Taurus/Geminis cusp, in Taurus
Jupiter: Leo
Saturn: Cap
Uranus: Cap
Neptune: Cap
Pluto: Scorpio
I believe in astrology, i have seen it too many times in too many people played out so accuratly i could puke. My only problem: my chart, it doesn't come close to describing me, so any help on something i might have overlooked in my chart interpretation would be great. Generally, im looking mostly at the planets in the signs and avoiding the deatails of the houses and conjunctions etc. I'm going to attempt to self anylyze myself and give the most accurate description of myself possible in relation to my chart.
My interests include: The occult or anything metaphysical/supernatural related, Music, books - especially fiction stories, photography, poetry, art, history, politics, kayaking, swimming, sailing, biking every once in a while
According to my own (amatuer) interpretation of my chart i have most of my planets in the second house, giving me an extremely materialistic, possesion/money and montinary ambition oriented personality. Nothing could be more off, i actually don't care much about money or my poissesions (except small ones of sentimental value) i dont desire money or possesions, they're nice, and i don't mind having them, but i rarely ever think about them or activly (except for a quirky need for things i own not to be damaged -ESPECIALLY- books).
Capricornian ambtion and hard work is completely absent, except me wanting an enjoyable reliable job that pays well - enough for me to be happy, but i don't want to work for it! (actualy i hate hard work and will avoid it by any means nessessary) As is the absence of capricornian respect for elders and competance. I just don't really care about rank, social distinction or social class (except for an unwelcome streak of vanity). "I don't want to be a millionaire, i just want to live like one."
Although i will work hard if others are depending on me, im simply one of the laziest people around, and i don't mind it -its not like i want to work my way up to the top of anything. Any organization (mental or otherwise) I also lack in, my rooms a mess, i procrastinate duty and even when i start with good organization, it degenerates and i end up putting things where i can find them again (which is anywhere) if i remember where i put them in the first place. Even now im putting off things that i should get done.
Sagittarian traits are even harder to find. I'm not an optimist, I'm not a pessimist and I'm not a realist. I'm a dreamer and an idealist (this part works) The legendary Sagittarian honesty and frankness is missing (I can't name any specific foot in moulth moment, any harm that results from my words is intentional - which is usually something i regret). I'm not outspoken when it comes to my beliefs, i rarely talk about anything i actually believe in for fear of it being rejected by someone (i self identify with my ideas, and I'm hurt if someone criticizes them) but i will say outrageous things to provoke philosophical disccusions (some sagittarius) or just to see someone's dumfounded look, even though i don't believe what im saying.
The Sagittarian Luck (regretably) and accident prone-ness is not there either. Even though i do have my moments of energy (very few and far between), I'm tired almost all the time, have very low physical stamina and lanky body to match. I love to sleep for long periods of time, and while i love nature (especially the beauty part), I hate the discomfort of being out in it (i am a creature of comfort). I have never liked sports, and would never be involved in them if my parents hadn't stopped short of forcing me to get me into them. I am also without Sagittarian enthusiam and adventerous nature. I'm extremely cautious with just about anything and dislike risks.
On a side note, i had a person with a lot of experiance with astrology and quite a few hours logged in my company ask me my sun sign, when i replied "sagittarius" she was dumbstruck, not knowing what to say, she just responded with a quiet "...o..." we never talked again
I don't know how accurate a self interpretation of the way i act is going to be...i guess looking from the inside out may be less accurate than vice versa, but still, almost all Sagittarian and Capricornian traits are absent and the ones that are part present exist in an unconventional form. I'm sorry if im rambling...this post is getting long as it is, but i want to include some general traits I have noticed strongly in myself and/or traits other have pointed out to me.
The scorpio rising traits i do see a lot of, but the rising sign can't be all of me.
-I am extremely shy, and do not react welll to new people or new social situations, i just want to hide and not be seen - which is hard with my height
-I try to blend in with my enviornement by wearing casual clothes with muted color tones, i hate standing out or having people notice me
-I like to socialize every now and then but only with close friends, no where near the gregoriousness of sagittarius.
-I am not outgoing in the least, i will be friendly and polite with strangers, but i don't want to befriend them unless i find them interesting
-I love privacy and hate intrusions
-I need security...a lot (maybe saggitarian insecurity showing itself here)
-I get along well a great deal of people, and have aquantinces from all walks of life, but I'm only really close to one or two people in my life. While it contradicts my shy nature, I'm told I'm easy to love and impossble to hate.
-I'm intensly secretive and hate spilling how i actualy feel about things or what i actually believe
-I doubt myself frequently and have very little self confidence
-I hate to be critical of any one or anything
-I am scatter brained/absent minded to the utmost, and have been on several occasions been asked if I'm high or drunk, when ive been sober all my life
-My papers and writing have been called scattered
-criticism to my creativity hurts me a lot
-I enjoy writing/reading poetry
-I have a very strong reputation as "wierd" or "eccentric" which i have heard from many sources
-I am hyper sensitive, and extremely small things can get me on the verge of tears and even cause physical discomfort, but i hide it the best i can
-I need to be alone a great deal of time, and i like it
-I am frequenly depressed, but i don't want others to know!
-I will sabatoge my own efforts and beliefs just to be sure its whats right or what i want
-I cut down my own work
-I get nervous when i get complements and try deflect them or say something like "I'm not that good"
-I have been called intelligent by two aquarian sun sign frriends, being paraphrased as "you're so smart" but i have a hard time seeing it in myself
-I like travel so long as its exotic and comfortable
-I stay home a lot, i hate parties and love to lounge.
-Crowds bother me
-I react to everything emotionaly
-I think in disjointed images (a naughty trait for a mercurial capricornian)
-I love to imagine or dream of fantastic things, and have attempted to write several books, which i started and then lost interest in
-I activly avoid egosim and competition
-I have a desperate need of approval from others
-I stongly believe i am empathic after several events in my life recently
-I have no ambitions and my plans for the future are sketchy at best
-I don't like noisy displays
-I have never been involved in a romantic relationship, nor did i have any desire to be, and my romance was limited to passing glances of girls id forget the moment they left the room. until i met someone special
-My passing romantic interest include a magnetic attraction to scorpios, cancers, pisces, and especially aquarius (just using sun sign)
-I've been called extremely aloof
-I'm very indecicive
-I avoid emotional confrontations
-I HATE HATE HATE offending people in any way shape or form, or just generaly hurting their feelings unless im feeling vindictive
-I hate to ask for help but will gladly give it
-I love to be lazy
-I'm gullible and am easily lead on
-I activly avoid responsibity
On the flip side-where i do match
-I can remember random facts about strange subjects, but forget where i put the car keys
-I bring up random subjects
-I work hard if people depend on me or for a group
-I'm self indulgent
-I am an idealist
-i try to be happy even if its an act to defend myself
-I do have hope for the future, not optimism, hope
-I want a secure job
-I have realistic aims in life
-I need fiscal and emotional security
-I love animals
-I love personal liberty to the pointing of shunning someone if they get too close
-I like travel
-Imagination is paramount to me
-I am very restless and pace when i think
-Im full of escapism
Wow that got long...if anyone was willing to read all that... an outside interpretation would be great, after i became interested in astrology the fact my chart did not match me has been bothering me, but maybe the nuances escaped me and i really act like my chart. Any help would be greatly appreciated! i did not take houses or planet relation into account