Vista
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Not sure what to ask for....as an astrologer of over 20 years of fine-tuning my skills, I am at a complete loss. I lost my job yesterday(started it Aug 6th 2013), lost my best friend 2 weeks ago, and my new relationship abruptly ended Oct 18th over something very insignificant which was very painful. The past 4 years have been nothing but complete loss in every area of my life. What's odd to me I thought things seemed to be getting better. I am truly not seeing why I suffered another round of losses with what is happening in my chart.
As a moderator I thought for learning purposes my chart would be good given all the things I have gone through the past 4+ years.
I would love to hear practical solutions for a direction to take without doom and gloom responses as being kicked when I am done will be hard for me to handle right now. FYI, I am middle aged with now money so expensive schooling would not be practical at the moment as I have 27k in student loans already I am paying off.
Highlights since 2009
· Lost Job March 2009
· Lost relationship June 2009
· New relationship Dec 2010
· Lost relationship Mar/April 2010
· Home went to foreclosure Fall of 2010 after paying mortgage for 16 months
· BK filed Jan 2011
· Father died June 2011
· Home converted and sold as short sale Aug 2011
· Aug moved in with mother 2011
· Beloved dog died December 19th 2011
· New boyfriend Feb/March 2012
· New job April 2012
· Boyfriend cheated June 2012 and it ended
· Fired from job August 2012 because I didn't understand the work and had a hard time concentrating because of betrayal
· New relationship Jan 3rd 2013
· Relationship ended end of 2/24 2013
· Health was taking a major decline from fall of 2012 and hit a crisis point in March of 2013 where I was almost hospitalized for beginning stages adrenal failure. Didn't go into the hospital because I didn't have medical insurance.
· New job started Aug 6, 2013
· New relationship September 2013
· Relationship abruptly ended the day of Full Moon and Mercury turning retrograde on October 18th/19th. He officially ended it November 3rd on the New Moon.
· Best Friend died Oct 16, 2013
· Was let go of my job yesterday November 22, 2013 due to my boss not seeing me fit in with the company "long-term" even though I was hitting the goals set for me. FYI, I had a very difficult start with the company and in training due to my confidence taking a beating over the years and it was perceived negatively and that I wasn't qualified for the job. The job was incredibly stressful and consumed my life and thoughts.
So, with that said, can you offer any outside the box direction I could take? I am feeling pretty down and hopeless at the moment. I have no siblings, children, or husband so I am very worried about the future, but I do understand I am the common denominator in my life and there is something I am doing to cause disruption and loss. I know I have afflictions natally, yet many people do and don't experience as much strife. I need to finally figure out a way to work with these energies in a productive way. Even so, I can only imagine when T Uranus starts T squaring my Sun Moon opposition and T Pluto starts conjuncting my N Sun and Opposing my Moon what is in store for me.
I have attached Natal-Prog-Transits; Natal-Prog-SA; Solar return for both 2013 and 2013.
Thank you for any responses!
Vista
As a moderator I thought for learning purposes my chart would be good given all the things I have gone through the past 4+ years.
I would love to hear practical solutions for a direction to take without doom and gloom responses as being kicked when I am done will be hard for me to handle right now. FYI, I am middle aged with now money so expensive schooling would not be practical at the moment as I have 27k in student loans already I am paying off.
Highlights since 2009
· Lost Job March 2009
· Lost relationship June 2009
· New relationship Dec 2010
· Lost relationship Mar/April 2010
· Home went to foreclosure Fall of 2010 after paying mortgage for 16 months
· BK filed Jan 2011
· Father died June 2011
· Home converted and sold as short sale Aug 2011
· Aug moved in with mother 2011
· Beloved dog died December 19th 2011
· New boyfriend Feb/March 2012
· New job April 2012
· Boyfriend cheated June 2012 and it ended
· Fired from job August 2012 because I didn't understand the work and had a hard time concentrating because of betrayal
· New relationship Jan 3rd 2013
· Relationship ended end of 2/24 2013
· Health was taking a major decline from fall of 2012 and hit a crisis point in March of 2013 where I was almost hospitalized for beginning stages adrenal failure. Didn't go into the hospital because I didn't have medical insurance.
· New job started Aug 6, 2013
· New relationship September 2013
· Relationship abruptly ended the day of Full Moon and Mercury turning retrograde on October 18th/19th. He officially ended it November 3rd on the New Moon.
· Best Friend died Oct 16, 2013
· Was let go of my job yesterday November 22, 2013 due to my boss not seeing me fit in with the company "long-term" even though I was hitting the goals set for me. FYI, I had a very difficult start with the company and in training due to my confidence taking a beating over the years and it was perceived negatively and that I wasn't qualified for the job. The job was incredibly stressful and consumed my life and thoughts.
So, with that said, can you offer any outside the box direction I could take? I am feeling pretty down and hopeless at the moment. I have no siblings, children, or husband so I am very worried about the future, but I do understand I am the common denominator in my life and there is something I am doing to cause disruption and loss. I know I have afflictions natally, yet many people do and don't experience as much strife. I need to finally figure out a way to work with these energies in a productive way. Even so, I can only imagine when T Uranus starts T squaring my Sun Moon opposition and T Pluto starts conjuncting my N Sun and Opposing my Moon what is in store for me.
I have attached Natal-Prog-Transits; Natal-Prog-SA; Solar return for both 2013 and 2013.
Thank you for any responses!
Vista
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