Haha! I'm so glad you like it!
I noticed you have Mercury trine Mars which would indicate you're very good with your hands. That would the opposite of clumsy, which would be me - or maybe it could make you doubt your actions (Don't let it do that!)
So, some people discourage you...
Well, let me tell you something - those people will not operate in the O.R.,
you will! And if in your country it is like in mine (and in surgery it probably is), that is just the beginning!
I've been told since before I went to the medical school I'm not going to make it (Those people don't have anything better to do? Something boiling, children to feed etc,
they're everywhere!) and I am a resident surgeon now. I don't even remember who they are so I could tell them - I told you so! (Neh ne ne ne nee neh!
Very mature, I know.)
But now that you told me I realise I haven't heard them for a while! Nobody questions my ability of doing something any more! (Instead they ask me things...
)
I am also into psychology and I don't know if I chose right - but that is my issue, not yours.
What you really need to understand is this is just the beginning!
Surgery is very much like a war, people will do maybe more than discouraging you (but they'll do that
a lot, maybe because it's illegal to beat someone
), you'll fight with a lot of them, on a daily basis
but that doesn't matter!
When you do the work it's just you and the work done and if you do it right there's nothing anybody could do to you!
You will feel probably very alone because you'll be the only one accountable for your actions and many times,
nobody will help you!
But if that's what you want to do and it makes you happy, no chart can prevent you from getting where you want! And all the "bad" aspects from the chart can be turned around. Much!
My chart has worse aspects than yours and I made it.
We share Mars in Libra in the 7th, Pluto in Libra (yours is in the 8th which is better) and others. Your Jupiter is very good for surgery in Scorpio in the 8th. You have NN in the 5th? I do too and that means -"less thinking, more action!" and also "I don't follow what others say, I follow my heart!
".
From what you said it shows you take other people's opinion into consideration. Maybe too much?
I started this thread because I wanted to see if you need a special chart to be a surgeon. There are some traits but they mean "it would be easier for you to be a surgeon" and not that you will be or not.
So think if you'll like it and if you're prepared to fight for it, if it's worth enough for you. What people say, never mind, they'll not stop saying no matter what you do!