Thanks so much Rafaella for your response. What ever you said is exactly true. It is not that I completely dislike this person.Its actually the other way. The person doesn't understand my intention. Some times I contemplate a lot on my decision as you have stated. Is there any scope for some positive development?
Moon is opposing Sun, its some sort of crisis and separation. Venus is also conjunct Uranus, sudden changes in love, not necessarily good things.
Full moon charts are not good in horary. I am not seeing this work out. Also the dispositor of part of marriage is Saturn, in this chart rx, so I think any relations between you would not be very good, no stability.
I'm sorry....
And don't be depressed, one door closes, another opens. Let Universe bring you the right person. If its not meant to be then don't push it... it means someone better is around the corner. You will be ok, Jup is strong here. Emotionally you feel like it is now or never, but emotions are wrong. Look at things with clarity.