I posted here last year and did find some comfort when I was scared as to where my life would go. I kept thinking 'how it would be a relief if I could experience my life with another'. Many did well in predicting my having a GF for this year. March I had a new GF after ten years.
May 25th, my father died in a nursing home recovering still from a gastric bypass surgery in January. It was all sudden for me but he was enduring a lot. I miss him incredibly.
Could this have been seen in my chart? And what now? My work was actually looking after my father. I'm unemployed for now, but I always had this dream of being a pastor. In fact, I had hoped to start last year but I was concerned about my Father.
Now I am concerned for my brothers, but many of the church members of where my Father and I attend want for me to now go to school. I was afraid I could not afford it. One elder of the church pulled me aside and told me who knew of a friend, who he knows, who never payed a cent. He then told me, I too can get the support and go to seminary but not have to be in debt. I will try and speak with him soon. That was almost a month ago.
So, will I do it? Rather, can it happen and will I succeed?
May 25th, my father died in a nursing home recovering still from a gastric bypass surgery in January. It was all sudden for me but he was enduring a lot. I miss him incredibly.
Could this have been seen in my chart? And what now? My work was actually looking after my father. I'm unemployed for now, but I always had this dream of being a pastor. In fact, I had hoped to start last year but I was concerned about my Father.
Now I am concerned for my brothers, but many of the church members of where my Father and I attend want for me to now go to school. I was afraid I could not afford it. One elder of the church pulled me aside and told me who knew of a friend, who he knows, who never payed a cent. He then told me, I too can get the support and go to seminary but not have to be in debt. I will try and speak with him soon. That was almost a month ago.
So, will I do it? Rather, can it happen and will I succeed?
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