This is highly interesting to me - especially at this point in my life. I have had several psychics tell me, and I've also had several dreams that I will come into money. I've always had a burning desire to be a "distributor" of money/supply to those doing without. But for the last several years - it has been me who has been going without. I've been living in severe poverty after losing my home, which is a major reason I've been unable to recover my health. I'm talking
very spartan existence. I've done all sorts of work on my belief system about money and self-worth - and still no change. Physically, I'm having a good day if I can cook a small meal for myself, maybe a load of laundry, and sit here at the computer for a few hours off and on. Many days aren't that good. When I did have extra money, I always, always gave to those in need. And, I didn't stockpile things - if I no longer had need of it, I gave it away. This situation has gone on for so many years, while it keeps getting worse, that it has really sabotaged any faith I had. I really need a miracle. I'm trying really hard, but when you've tried everything you know to do, and/or have the ability to do - and nothing changes..... sigh.....
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Is there anything in my chart that I'm missing that could explain this travesty?
Going from what I could pick up on what the indicators are:
Aquarius is on the cusp of my 2nd house. Co-rulers are Saturn in Pisces in the 2nd (Saturn disposits my ASC, Mars, and Venus) and Uranus in Virgo in the 8th. Ruler of my 8th house is Sun in Sagittarius in the 11th. Venus in Capricorn (disposited by Saturn in Pisces) rules my 5th. My Moon is in Aquarius on the cusp of 2nd, and rules my 7th.
Please give help in this matter, if you can. If I can see what's tripping me up, it could change my life, and alot of other people's. Is it me? Other people? Or is it just a matter of waiting on the transits?
Edit: I've always believed "Give and it will be given unto you." Well, I gave and gave and gave, and have had to pretty much stop giving in any form because I could not continue without support/being given to, as well. The tiny bit I'm able to do now is what I do here on the forum, and the prayers I give on behalf of others. But I'm still going without in almost every area of my life.