SquareSaturnsEverywhere
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Hello everyone,
I'll go ahead and put this out there right away. I am completely depressed...in all aspects of life. I am realizing now Saturn has a lot to do with this. And it is everywhere in my chart.
Sun (Pisces) square Saturn
Moon (Aries) square Saturn
ALSO, both Sun square Uranus and Moon square Uranus.
All with a Leo Ascendant and cancer in my 12th house. So when I try to show my pain to anyone, it won't flow out.
I have passionate dreams, but I feel so trapped. I get so excited about an idea, but then find it's impossible in my reality. I want the spotlight, but am so afraid of it too. I'm 28 but so dependent on my family, which goes against my need for independence. And they don't understand my dreams or why I am depressed. I am so emotionally needy, but at the same time I can't open up. I have no outlets as I am too hard on myself when I try. So no real hobbies/craft to build a life with...and when I try, I give up.
Can anyone give me some Karmic insight? What are the aspects there to teach me?
I'll go ahead and put this out there right away. I am completely depressed...in all aspects of life. I am realizing now Saturn has a lot to do with this. And it is everywhere in my chart.
Sun (Pisces) square Saturn
Moon (Aries) square Saturn
ALSO, both Sun square Uranus and Moon square Uranus.
All with a Leo Ascendant and cancer in my 12th house. So when I try to show my pain to anyone, it won't flow out.
I have passionate dreams, but I feel so trapped. I get so excited about an idea, but then find it's impossible in my reality. I want the spotlight, but am so afraid of it too. I'm 28 but so dependent on my family, which goes against my need for independence. And they don't understand my dreams or why I am depressed. I am so emotionally needy, but at the same time I can't open up. I have no outlets as I am too hard on myself when I try. So no real hobbies/craft to build a life with...and when I try, I give up.
Can anyone give me some Karmic insight? What are the aspects there to teach me?