From your chart I think that it is not a copying but more a question of self-protection to be skilled as very changeable like a chameleon as you had to learn the urgency and need of this very early. Mercury rules your 2nd house- setting physical boundaries and your feeling of being safe and secure and have your own room. Mercury is in aries showing a certain environement and opposes a zero degree chiron in scorpio in 3rd house. Chiron is in square with neptune- the invisible-maker and different role player and neptun is in square with mercury.
Neptune being at apex of a t-square rules your 8th house- where all problematic issues, addictions, abuse, sex and crime are to be found and to be experienced - as well as near to death experience.
Your physical body appearance, gestures and facial expression and all your radiance is shown and visible to people in your 3rd house. And with chiron in scorpio- your personal (once experienced ) injury you are very cautious to show something real from you- people could use against you.
To copy somebody or to play a role is personally not dangerous for you. As it doesn't show your real being as your are. This is important for you. As long as your injury /wound is not yet healed.
With moon as ruler of 12th house - what is also prenatal experience and in square with venus as your 3rd house ruler being in triple close-conjunct with your sun as AC ruler and saturn as ruler of health. It looks like that it already might happen something before your own birth in prenatal phase during pregnancy of your mother, you have witnessed that time.
Pluto as significator for your mother and ruler of 4th house semisextiles your moon in 5th house- life energy. Moon semisextiles uranus as well as ruler of 7th house- where you took first footsteps on earth here at point of your birth - what looks kinda some stressfull experienced to me.
All emotions you experienced at time of birth are subconsciously stored in your memory and accompany and come up, every time you start something new- -job, relocation, meeting a partner.
Moreover 3rd house is also siblings. With chiron in - relationship might have not been that easy going.
Do you have siblings ?
Hello; thanks a lot for your reply.
Thinking about it, it indeed feels like some sort of self-protection.
“And with Chiron in Scorpio - your personal (once experienced ) injury you are very cautious to show something real from you- people could use against you.” - there are certain aspects of my personality that I almost always fear showing to people, because I know that they may be instantly linked with stereotypes, thus creating a misinterpreted and/or a false image of me in the eyes of others. So it’s just easier to remain some parts of me shut (in order to, ironically, present myself as I actually am, by not actually giving a full picture). And at times it is painful.
“To copy somebody or to play a role is personally not dangerous for you. As it doesn't show your real being as your are. This is important for you. As long as your injury /wound is not yet healed.” - it indeed seems that this tendency is especially pronounced when I have a need to be healed. But I’d ratger say that all the “mask” I emply during these times actually become sort of windows to certain facets of me? It’s basically like I’m taking something as an example for presenting myself, but it feels as something very relatable, like a part of me; an expression that is taken from the “outside”, but reflects the “inside”.
“With moon as ruler of 12th house - what is also prenatal experience and in square with venus as your 3rd house ruler being in triple close-conjunct with your sun as AC ruler and saturn as ruler of health. It looks like that it already might happen something before your own birth in prenatal phase during pregnancy of your mother, you have witnessed that time.” - I’m not sure if that’s what you’re implying to, but as far as I know, my mom used to worry about her first child (me) to be born with some defects, all while when she was pregnant with me. And to be honest she worries a lot in general (something that has been passed on to me as well)
“Pluto as significator for your mother and ruler of 4th house semisextiles your moon in 5th house- life energy. Moon semisextiles uranus as well as ruler of 7th house- where you took first footsteps on earth here at point of your birth - what looks kinda some stressfull experienced to me.” - By “where you took first footsteps on earth here at point of your birth” you mean in relation to the house, or geographically?
“All emotions you experienced at time of birth are subconsciously stored in your memory and accompany and come up, every time you start something new- -job, relocation, meeting a partner.” - This is interesting
“ Moreover 3rd house is also siblings. With chiron in - relationship might have not been that easy going.
Do you have siblings ?” - Oh yes I do, a younger one. We are inexplicably different, and more often than not don’t get along that much, to be honest. That includes having rows quite often, which indeed makes the whole experience not that easy going.
