druex
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Title says it all. A situation today made me realize how resentful and vindictive I can be. I've always brushed it off as having a attitude problem and something that would improve with age but I see now it's something that needs to be handled. This issue is effecting my personal relationships. I have a hard time letting things go, especially the bad. I'm constantly brooding over emotional hurts but it's a way for me to deal with it and move on, I just go overboard with this sometimes. I believe this is a reason why I don't have any friends because I cut people off because I just can't let sh*t go.
My jealousy/possessiveness in relationships is not pretty. I give 100% in relationships and enjoy being very close to my partner so I expect it in return, if I don't get it I'm pissed. I immediately shutdown after that, it's my way of punishment.
I really want to work on this because I'm a good guy with a big heart.
Sidenote - TOB is correct, from my birth certificate. I know the time is very important.
My jealousy/possessiveness in relationships is not pretty. I give 100% in relationships and enjoy being very close to my partner so I expect it in return, if I don't get it I'm pissed. I immediately shutdown after that, it's my way of punishment.
I really want to work on this because I'm a good guy with a big heart.
Sidenote - TOB is correct, from my birth certificate. I know the time is very important.
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