Neptune Rising
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Hi
I haven't read much about the various predictions for 2012, just about the Jupiter yod from Saturn sextile Pluto. I don't know whether it is the energies of this, or is it the double Moon/Chiron hard aspect transits and progressions that are making me feel so down at the moment. I mean, rock bottom. I am in tune with, it seems, the wounds of the world. My mother is in pain, she had a stroke in the summer and she cries, though she trys to be strong. I see and feel the pain of the underdogs in society moreso than ever. Maybe because I am feeling my own inner wounds too, so I relate to theirs. I wrote about this in another thread so I am sorry for repeating myself, just looking for some answers. I also know that meditation usually helps me, I just haven't been able to do it lately. I am at the point where the only things that keep me going are my mum and the people that rely on me. I sometimes don't know how I can go on, or why, or how I can cope with everything. I wonder if its the Chiron/Moon in Pisces transits (I also have Chiron in the 4th house in Aries) that are making me feel so weakened and helpless. When I need to be, I somehow find strength inside and I carry on. But the moments of despair I've been having lately have shocked me and I don't know where they are coming from, though I use what I learned during meditation to try and observe what is happening. I also realise this, looking back, will be a time of immense growth, probably.
The Jupiter and Lilith are currently on my south node. The south node is also conjunct the star Aldebarran, and it is trine my natal Pluto. Saturn sextile Pluto, the Pluto is square my natal Pluto, and the Saturn is trine my natal Moon and approaching square to natal Mercury/Venus.
I suspect there is something to do with this Jupiter yod, as its square my natal Moon now, maybe exaggerating and expanding all the pain there is already there. With natal and progression, I have a Moon opposite Mars/Sun both in square to natal Chiron, t-square to Chiron - I don't think that is helping any, but maybe its just a really rough path for the moment.
What does this yod ultimately want us to learn?
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I haven't read much about the various predictions for 2012, just about the Jupiter yod from Saturn sextile Pluto. I don't know whether it is the energies of this, or is it the double Moon/Chiron hard aspect transits and progressions that are making me feel so down at the moment. I mean, rock bottom. I am in tune with, it seems, the wounds of the world. My mother is in pain, she had a stroke in the summer and she cries, though she trys to be strong. I see and feel the pain of the underdogs in society moreso than ever. Maybe because I am feeling my own inner wounds too, so I relate to theirs. I wrote about this in another thread so I am sorry for repeating myself, just looking for some answers. I also know that meditation usually helps me, I just haven't been able to do it lately. I am at the point where the only things that keep me going are my mum and the people that rely on me. I sometimes don't know how I can go on, or why, or how I can cope with everything. I wonder if its the Chiron/Moon in Pisces transits (I also have Chiron in the 4th house in Aries) that are making me feel so weakened and helpless. When I need to be, I somehow find strength inside and I carry on. But the moments of despair I've been having lately have shocked me and I don't know where they are coming from, though I use what I learned during meditation to try and observe what is happening. I also realise this, looking back, will be a time of immense growth, probably.
The Jupiter and Lilith are currently on my south node. The south node is also conjunct the star Aldebarran, and it is trine my natal Pluto. Saturn sextile Pluto, the Pluto is square my natal Pluto, and the Saturn is trine my natal Moon and approaching square to natal Mercury/Venus.
I suspect there is something to do with this Jupiter yod, as its square my natal Moon now, maybe exaggerating and expanding all the pain there is already there. With natal and progression, I have a Moon opposite Mars/Sun both in square to natal Chiron, t-square to Chiron - I don't think that is helping any, but maybe its just a really rough path for the moment.
What does this yod ultimately want us to learn?
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