i don't know if he is a sex addict now but i do think that he has some serious issues . he's ever so charming and i really almost don't want to believe he could harm me .
I do play head games with him
. I ignore him and pretend he's not there , I talk to his friends or ANYONE else around but not him .
Venus opposite pluto
Sun opposite pluto
mercury opposite pluto
mars square pluto
My sun and venus are also in his 8th house ?
what do you think that could mean ?
i get a horrible feeling in my stomach when ever im with him , i can't look him in the eye and i feel horrible.
im not sexually attracted to him , i find him repulsive in so many ways , everything about him is gross , eeeew !
i wonder if he feels the same about me .
i don't feel obsessed sexually . its just hard to let him go ,my saturn is square his sun .
letting him go is like letting a piece of me die . ill be a little nostalgic if i do. saturn sextiles my moon btw .
he is very plutonic and im all venusian and i just want to play and have fun i don't merge , i don't own him he can flirt with whom he chooses its his life . I don't feel the sexual attraction or desire at all . i feel repulsed , creeped out and just like i don't even want to give him the time of day . he's just a complete loser to me , out straight!
so it leads me to believe that the jealousy and possesiveness of this aspect doesn't exist.
i just want to know are my feelings of fear and anxiety around him just me or is there something going on there ? maybe i just think he's crazy because his pluto is aspecting my freaking soul !