Hello everyone !
I would like to know if you could help me finding why I constantly think about this guy.
I have his birthday but not his birth time.
He makes me think of a lot of actors so I think he may have neptune on the mc or ascendant. Or have pluto on these places.
We met for the first time on school when I was 12, I was the new kid and he was the cool kid. I thought he was stupid and arrogant and we didn't talk but he scared me a bit. One time he came to me and he made a funny face, that scared me. I just stayed one year there.
We met again at university two years ago in october 2017. We are doing the same studies.
At that time, I was very confident so I didn't care about him much but I noticed that he noticed me and was looking at me sometimes, trying to approach me. But again, he scared me. I would say he looked impressed and interested. We took the same bus and he was looking at me very often, with sometimes a smirk on his face and sometimes he looked very moved. When he approaches me, my heart speeds faster and so does my breath.
Now I feel it's the other way around, I took a lot of the same classes as his to be with him, almost subconsciously. It may seems weird to him because I literally avoided him for one year and a half.
It really is like an intense exchange of glances. Like a lot of unsaid things and like it's telepathic. I understand his little game and I feel like he understands some things about me. I precise that we barely talked. He asked me 2 questions at an oral presentation I was doing and gave me a compliment after another. But when he talk to me I feel like I need to protect me from him, like he would hurt me but in reality, he looks friendly when he talks to me.
I have pluto on the ascendant so it could explain a bit and I sense some plutonian energy in him.
I'm really obsessed about him. I'm prone to obsession but with him it's different, I never felt that. It's visceral. Sometimes, I see him, even on photo and my heart rates faster, he really activates some stress in me.
It's like I can't live without him, that's what I feel about him, even though god knows he's not my type. And it's not even sexual. Like it could be but it's not my main goal with him.
I feel like our meeting is fated. Like we have to do something together but I don't what it is.
I'm thinking obviously about north nodes aspects or neptune. I'm also thinking about 4th, 8th and 12th house synastry overlays. Especially 4th and 12th.
I also feel like we have a lot of common and that we wouldn't be bored together.
What are your thoughts on this mess ?
I would like to know if you could help me finding why I constantly think about this guy.
I have his birthday but not his birth time.
He makes me think of a lot of actors so I think he may have neptune on the mc or ascendant. Or have pluto on these places.
We met for the first time on school when I was 12, I was the new kid and he was the cool kid. I thought he was stupid and arrogant and we didn't talk but he scared me a bit. One time he came to me and he made a funny face, that scared me. I just stayed one year there.
We met again at university two years ago in october 2017. We are doing the same studies.
At that time, I was very confident so I didn't care about him much but I noticed that he noticed me and was looking at me sometimes, trying to approach me. But again, he scared me. I would say he looked impressed and interested. We took the same bus and he was looking at me very often, with sometimes a smirk on his face and sometimes he looked very moved. When he approaches me, my heart speeds faster and so does my breath.
Now I feel it's the other way around, I took a lot of the same classes as his to be with him, almost subconsciously. It may seems weird to him because I literally avoided him for one year and a half.
It really is like an intense exchange of glances. Like a lot of unsaid things and like it's telepathic. I understand his little game and I feel like he understands some things about me. I precise that we barely talked. He asked me 2 questions at an oral presentation I was doing and gave me a compliment after another. But when he talk to me I feel like I need to protect me from him, like he would hurt me but in reality, he looks friendly when he talks to me.
I have pluto on the ascendant so it could explain a bit and I sense some plutonian energy in him.
I'm really obsessed about him. I'm prone to obsession but with him it's different, I never felt that. It's visceral. Sometimes, I see him, even on photo and my heart rates faster, he really activates some stress in me.
It's like I can't live without him, that's what I feel about him, even though god knows he's not my type. And it's not even sexual. Like it could be but it's not my main goal with him.
I feel like our meeting is fated. Like we have to do something together but I don't what it is.
I'm thinking obviously about north nodes aspects or neptune. I'm also thinking about 4th, 8th and 12th house synastry overlays. Especially 4th and 12th.
I also feel like we have a lot of common and that we wouldn't be bored together.
What are your thoughts on this mess ?
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