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Unread 10-23-2019, 04:27 AM
hebetude hebetude is offline
Join Date: Aug 2009
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Re: Looking back - can a cycle of ups & downs in a life be seen?

@ Frisangel:

I have some obsessive compulsive habits ... yes indeed. I do have a fear of being judged, or observed, but not of abandonment. In fact, almost the opposite. I tend to "abandon" friends. Its a terrible thing.

Self-sabotage could be a thing. I am a vessel full of competing intentions and impulses.

I am someone who does not seek the spotlight, except periodically when I inexplicably seek the spotlight, as uncomfortable as that can be I frequently take acting classes. I do well as I can channel my feelings.
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