I've met quite a few despondent Cancers at the moment (is it the Pluto in Cap?), they find it hard to handle or even truly define their emotions. I only say that because they always answer to "whats wrong" with a panicked wided eyed "Nothing" especially if I have caught them sulking. Are you finding the integration of Cancer a little bit difficult? But you know, I think it is difficult this whole "attachment" thing. So if you are in your shell in public, do you find yourself acting like a Capricorn? Reserved, dignified, focused, deliberate? I recently discovered this in Astrology, the projection of the DECSC and its fascinating to see the shift in people form public to private.
I have Dark Moon Lilith LEO on my DESC, so yeah I kinda give this outsider looking in vibe, but thats like my thing. I embrace the wild!
Yeah, the asteroids are so many...I don't know if I even want to get into them since there is literally a bazillion. But that particular asteroid...the head of Scorpio, about Council/Speculation and knowledge like Trivia like you said. Hmm Mine is in Gemini (5H), trining Pluto (8H) Interesting!
Saturn ..Cool dude if you take the time to feel how he effects you in your daily life. I'd say you would learn, harshly even. though would using the world harsh, be too harsh... hm.
Yes. Very Harshly. But thats because I didnt listen, for YEARS. I won't go into here...but it was really hard (still is). Like I still have to see a therapist because of it. But on the other hand Saturn has helped a lot. I don't think I would not be where I am today if Saturn and my Sun weren't close buddies.
As am I, thankful that is. Astrology feels like my 'home'. I can be in the worst of moods, rattled, filled with panic or on the verge of an anxiety attack, but once I flip open my laptop and get to exploring the various personalities.. I'm content. We are all hippies, in various doses and at various stages.
Isn't it the best? How much comfort it gives? I really liked what you said about Saturn wanting you to shine forth, imperfections and all just as long as you're truthful. That was worded so nicely and it gave me immense comfort. Do you write? I would love for you to read my chart one day haha