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Re: Why am I so anxious, and find it difficult to communicate?

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Originally Posted by kimbermoon View Post
Transits in your chart can account for your increased sense of anxiety at this time;
Uranus transit the Sun – changes of Identity and sense of self;
Pluto to the square Sun – transformation and regeneration
Saturn is moving to an important transitional point in about a year, that gives cause for much anxiety as well;
During this phase individuals are needing to look back on the experiences of the past in order to recreate new structures of stability and security; it can be a serious time of letting go of the past and seeing the self in a new way.
In the shorter term, Mars is wrapping up it's personal 2 year cycle for you, also a time of taking stock of the path you are currently on. That's a lot of negative energy working on you.

We note that natal Uranus / Saturn were trine your Sun, showing the promise of positive changes in your life. What is involved in that is the ability to develop your independence and autonomy, without having to rely on others for validation and support.
On the down side, Pluto was square the Moon suggesting that you carry over many shadows from the past, especially in terms of your parents conditioning, perhaps involving abuse or domination leaving you with a sense of self-doubt and dis-empowerment as an individual, which has now come home to rest.
Neptune was also square the Sun denoting confusion and insecurity relating to your sense of Identity.
The stellium in the 3rd relates to problems in communications, reinforced by afflictions of Mercury.

It is these negative planetary interactions that create difficulty and challenge in your life and these must be resolved through the process of self-awareness and adaptability, by looking within to find the original causes of the mind-sets that trouble you.

kimbermoon,

Thank you a thousand times for your detailed reply. You actually brought tears to my eyes when you hit the nail right on the head with an abusive, dominating parent that has now passed.

So it is as I expected, the planets show a tough time for me. Do you have any advice how I go about making these changes and adapt myself? I have tried enduring jobs, social interactions - but I always end up 'freaking out' and this results in going back into hiding again. I have every desire to better myself, but I am at a loss of how to do so. I am not sure if I can do this on my own, or how to.

Furthermore, I am not confident in where this change in mindset came in. A LOT changed at the time it all started happening - laid off from a family business during the recession, due to not enough money to pay me, only to be replaced by my half-brothers gf, resulting in me being on unemployment for about 2 years; my best, closest friend moved to another state, and in result our friendship took a major hit; I also ended a romantic relationship that was verbally abusive, and this was very hard for me, as I loved him very much, but I knew it would be my detriment if I stated. This all happened within a few months of each other, and this is precisely when the anxiety came out of nowhere.

I hope I am not babbling, or even worse, seem like I am whining. This community seems to 'give it to you like it is', straight-forward. Which is what I feel is exactly what I need. At this point, I dont have any real friends to turn to, and my boyfriend is not the emotional type at all, and doesn't seem to know how to deal with this sort of thing.

Thank you so very much again for your response, kimbermoon
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