My chart truly doesn’t make sense to me.
I am incredibly shy and really struggle with eye contact. I find it hard to say what I am actually thinking the words just don’t come out of my mouth. I am an introvert but I push myself socially and try to hide that. I feel people like me because I am attractive and well put together.
Wondering if my birth time is wrong and I should be Virgo ascendant.
Considering it would only be a few minutes difference would this make more sense?
. My shyness does stem from me being so hard on myself needing to be perfect, however I accept everyone for being absolutely not perfect… people can do no wrong in my eyes I understand the reasons for everyone’s behaviours however somehow feel I need to be perfect to be liked.
Hello blue wolf,
your rising is on special, sensitive degree of 0° libra and your DC on 0° aries - as your birth axis- kinda sitting at point of your birth between two signs and energy qualities - virgo and libra - main ruled by venus and co-ruled by mercury. Like Sitting between two worlds - the visible below horizon and the invisible above horizon - but being aware of both - at same time.
And now like standing some indecisive and hesitating in the doorgate between 2 rooms- and two opportunities - kinda having to dare now to "conquer the new and still unknown territory" - libra - at point of your own birth.
And with venus ruling your asc and your 8th house in cancer in 10th house - feeling an inner order to play a visible role and to take part in outer public and society -by giving a personal contribution.
Same kinda hesitating - is valid for your IC and 4th house - entrance of soul and house of soul and emotions and your midheaven /10th house - your career, vocation and life direction for your self-evolving - with 0°cancer for your 4th house cusp and 0° Cap for your midheaven cusp.
With 4 personal planets - including moon and sun in 4th quarter of the chart -the more impersonal area- you are personally more focussed on outer events in public and what is going on in society, social commitment (11th house) and on the world and earth itself - than so much interested in personal areas in your own life.
Criticising yourself and being shy in communication with others - I see more in your taurus jupiter in 8th house - ruling your 3rd house - mental mind and communication - being of very very high standards of perfection in 8th house - with pluto/jupiter correspondence energy - you were probably already early in childhood -expected to fullfil - with jupiter zero degree exact semisextiling your venus in 10th as ruler of your asc and 8th house.
Jupiter sextiles your moon as your left eye - one member of your family had a watching and controlling "eye on you"..
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