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This is something i noticed quite recently, as I met a lot of new people during a short period of time, so it was a big contrast and yes, I just saw how I use completely different vocabulary, gestures, even have different views on things with each of these people, even if i meet these people on the same day, like in short period of time, so I dont think its a mood swing thing
This is also something I go through,I can't say for definite, sometimes I have short periods of time when I become truly sensitive and optimistic, but it can change to the complete opposite ��I know, sounds very confusing, i'm sorry ��
I guess i said it in the title ��
If there's anyone, who's more familiar with astrology than me, i would very much appreciate any type of help trying to understand my chart. The thing is that my whole life (since like kindergarten) I've been struggling. The classic "quiet kid" in school, not having any person I truly trust, due to always noticing the ugly in people, poor relationships with family members, and so on. In fact, I always had "friends" in any school, uni, but it's always just a surface level friendship, and people often turn away from me, and I guess I do feel more comfortable alone in a way. Despite the fact that I think I'm over the "it's not a phase mom" age ��, with each year I'm literally becoming more and more helpless. Everything seems useless and I do not remember a day I was truly happy. It's like each morning I'm putting on black colored glasses that I'm looking through at the world. Everything that people around me seem to enjoy, doesn't mean anything to me, and in fact, I usually look at it and people in a cynical way. One thing I can say- I do feel better when succeeding academically, but even my academics have been suffering due to me being me, but I know I could do much better, as I easily deal with logical problems. So I guess trying to understand my chart is a way I'm subconsciously trying to understand myself, and trying to get out of this eternal circle of hate.
Perhaps there is something in my chart, which makes me that way?
My chart- https://pasteboard.co/J0V1dTY.png
I guess i said it in the title ��
If there's anyone, who's more familiar with astrology than me, i would very much appreciate any type of help trying to understand my chart. The thing is that my whole life (since like kindergarten) I've been struggling. The classic "quiet kid" in school, not having any person I truly trust, due to always noticing the ugly in people, poor relationships with family members, and so on.
In fact, I always had "friends" in any school, uni, but it's always just a surface level friendship, and people often turn away from me, and I guess I do feel more comfortable alone in a way. Despite the fact that I think I'm over the "it's not a phase mom" age ��, with each year I'm literally becoming more and more helpless.
Everything seems useless and I do not remember a day I was truly happy. It's like each morning I'm putting on black colored glasses that I'm looking through at the world. Everything that people around me seem to enjoy, doesn't mean anything to me, and in fact, I usually look at it and people in a cynical way. One thing I can say- I do feel better when succeeding academically, but even my academics have been suffering due to me being me, but I know I could do much better, as I easily deal with logical problems. So I guess trying to understand my chart is a way I'm subconsciously trying to understand myself, and trying to get out of this eternal circle of hate.
Perhaps there is something in my chart, which makes me that way?
Thats a lot 👀 And thank you very much for your response! ❤ Astrology seems much more complicated than I expected 😁
"Saturn is in a sign of his own triplicty and he is very close to an angle, your IC in fact"- what would this exactly mean/give?
Also, would the fact that my asc is conjuct Neptune play any extra role, in a negative way i guess, with the strong Saturn energy in the chart? Because the planet on asc influences personality quite a lot as far as I know, and these two don't seem to be very harmonizing together 🙄
Okay, thanks for clarifying!
And haha, thank you though for your input about Saturn And yeah, thats what I was thinking, as they are so different 👀