Starsareround
Well-known member
Okay, deep breath. I wasn't sure if I was comfortable posting about this, but I'm here to improve myself, my life, and there's no use tip-toeing around the biggest sorrow of my chart/life. My poor mom, I'm not villainizing her. She had an absolutely horrible childhood and a probable mental illness that hasn't been diagnosed or treated. But. Here I am trying once again to salvage our relationship, which I have tried to do many times before. I don't even want to go into the details of what she has done in the past, but believe me, it's not anything you have heard before. I forgive her, and I guess deep down, I love her, but I'm scared of her, and I don't really know if it's in my best interest to have her in my life. Please let me know if anything in the chart gives clues in how to move forward.