Torn

I need some help...I've talked a lot about some issues between me and a certain guy... Well, I went to jail and he was the only one to bail me out. I feel basically abandoned by pretty much everyone and he was the only one there for me. I love him a lot. I can't help but feel like I need to be with him. But I also feel like I can't trust him at all. I feel like something is terribly wrong and I don't know what to do.
This is me and his synastry chart– I've posted it before but I deleted it...and at that time me and him weren't actually together really cuz we hadn't even met. But now we have and things are deeper. I need to know if I should go forward or if this will just end up making me in deeper **** than I bargained for. Or can we really make it as a couple?

http://imgur.com/95rIcWb

I'm on the inside and he's on the outside btw.

As per Kitchy's comment it is hard to tell without seeing degrees on a chart but a possible trigon Venus and Mars suggests you have good instincts with boyfriends but with your planets you need to work on yourself

Kitchy said:

Zany-

Mars to the Rescue! It looks like your NNode and your rescuer's Mars are aligned, but I can't tell because there are no degrees or aspect graph included.

Hence - for what it's worth - if you're going to post a chart for questions like these, you ought to post it with aspect graph or at leeeeeast the planetary degrees in the chart.

But needless to say - North Node of natal, if conjunct other's Mars/S.Node in 12th - sounds like an enabler, and if it is your plan to continue to go to jail, this fella is probably the one to keep calling who will bail you out.

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There ya go.

http://m.imgur.com/s5MGEef