Thanks, Opheliac, and I am sorry if my first post came across as overly harsh.
Most days my PTSD is fine, but it does get reactivated under certain types of stressful situations.
I agree that the graphics on the Astrotheme charts make them very difficult to read. I find the ones on the free charts pages at Astrodienst
www.astro.com to be much more legible.
I should also add that while I increasingly believe in reincarnation due to some recent scientific studies, I don't believe in bad karma or karmic debt from previous lifetimes. To me these are ways to make people feel guilty about something that might never have even happened.
Your chart has a "bucket" formation, with most of the planets grouped into three signs and houses, and your moon as the "handle" on the bucket. Some would even call this a "funnel" chart, with the moon as the opening of the funnel. What this means is that much of your life energy, with all of its different manifestations, needs to express itself through the moon.
The moon is essentially your emotional nature. It also represents motherhood, one's own mother, one's home, and the subconscious. With Cancer rising, the moon is also the ruler of your outward personality and body (first house) and some modern astrologers would call it your chart ruler. So you need to work with your powerful feelings in constructive ways!
Your moon is in the 10th house of career and public image, so possibly you see motherhood as a huge source of potential fulfillment for you, and a way of becoming more of who you feel yourself to be. I don't know if there are direct, practical ways for you to become a mother now, such as through a sperm donor or adoption; but if this isn't practical or culturally sanctioned for you, you might consider other ways to exercise your maternal feelings. The world is full of children who would benefit from a caring, concerned woman to help them, as a volunteer, teacher, health care provider, or family member.
Astrology can look at whether your husband is likely to return through a horary chart. This is a chart of the moment of your question, not your birth chart, and if you look at threads on the horary board, you'll get a sense of how it works. However, it sounds like you don't want him back after the way he behaved towards you, so perhaps you are ready to file for a divorce if you have not done so already.
I hope you are able to spend a little time each day on your art-- even if it is only your private sketch book, because art is a way for you to express your feelings and subconscious nature. See if you can get those feelings out on paper, as a kind of journal or diary of your inner nature.
Also, with your 4th house emphasis, your home is very important to you, so hopefully it is a supportive place for you or you can make it so.