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Unread 02-26-2020, 08:46 AM
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Saturn transit natal Moon in Cap opposite natal Mars in 29 Cancer

I felt very off, the last few days especially, wanting to crumble, isolated, sad and very dark. I'm playing martyr and princess, trying to blame others for my problems and obstacles, thinking no-one likes me and working to get out of this money hole I'm in.

Saturn in Capricorn is currently transiting conjunct my natal Moon in Capricorn (almost exact, just a few days more). Then it's retrograding back over it in May ready for a final hurray in October. This is a theme and an opportunity for me to balance my emotions and cure this underlying depression weighing me down all my life.

Having a Capricorn moon already makes me heavy by nature and I'm prone to melancholy. But I’m at least prepared for this Saturn transit as I know what happens when Moon and Capricorn come together. I just want to cry but I’m going to be strong, I will share my feelings and vulnerabilities and show myself.

I’ve been hiding my hurt feelings forever for fear of looking weak.

This current Moon/Saturn conjunction is also opposite my Mars in 29 Cancer. I've been working hard on balancing this tight Moon/Mars opposition in my natal chart, as it makes me immature, passive aggressive and spoiled. And I’ve heard 29 Cancer is one of the worst for Mars. And it's sitting right on my midheaven. How can I overcome this? I'd love to hear what you think about this.

This sounds rather glum but as you said I take this as an opportunity for emotional maturity.

Do you have any input? How can I best deal with this? Anything in my chart that balances this? I'd gladly hear it!

Thank you so much

P.S. I attach a chart (inside wheel is my natal chart), outside is the planets today
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