does Chiron in the 5th indicate strong chance that creativity as been squashed??
I do remember being openly and publicly criticised for my attempts of artistic drawing when in my first years of school - I think I gave up about then and was always too afraid to try again.
Then as an adult in my 30's, I confessed to an art teacher who I thought I was developing a rapport, my childhood experiences, and I hoped that she would gently guide me and help me get past that previous fear.
The teacher then spoke openly to the whole group her (inaccurate) interpretation of my story. I couldn't believe that I again felt I was humiliated with my feeble attempts to connect to art.
I feel I have a 'block' when it comes to art (not just visual art, but all forms of art and craft that I can think of), a block that I want to get past.
I am wondering if anything in my chart hints at how to get past this block?
I have no planets in the 5th House. The ruler of my 5th House is Neptune, and natal Neptune has many aspects (including an almost exact aspect back to Chiron): Nep sxt Mer, Nep sqr Ven, Nep tri Chi, Nep tri MNN.
Chiron itself also has a number of Natal aspects: Chi opp Ura, Chi opp Plu, Chi tri Nep, Chi tri Asc, Chi cnj MNN.
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I do suspect there is something about me and the 5th House - for example - I never had any biological children, instead, my very wonderful children are adopted.
And I wonder if this was also an influence of having Chiron in the 5th.
I don't feel 'blocked' about becoming a parent - because I found a way to become a parent that works for me and for my children. However, I believe that if I had been adamant that having biological children was the only way for me to become a parent, then I am not sure what might have happened.
Thank you to anyone who would like to comment
I do remember being openly and publicly criticised for my attempts of artistic drawing when in my first years of school - I think I gave up about then and was always too afraid to try again.
Then as an adult in my 30's, I confessed to an art teacher who I thought I was developing a rapport, my childhood experiences, and I hoped that she would gently guide me and help me get past that previous fear.
The teacher then spoke openly to the whole group her (inaccurate) interpretation of my story. I couldn't believe that I again felt I was humiliated with my feeble attempts to connect to art.
I feel I have a 'block' when it comes to art (not just visual art, but all forms of art and craft that I can think of), a block that I want to get past.
I am wondering if anything in my chart hints at how to get past this block?
I have no planets in the 5th House. The ruler of my 5th House is Neptune, and natal Neptune has many aspects (including an almost exact aspect back to Chiron): Nep sxt Mer, Nep sqr Ven, Nep tri Chi, Nep tri MNN.
Chiron itself also has a number of Natal aspects: Chi opp Ura, Chi opp Plu, Chi tri Nep, Chi tri Asc, Chi cnj MNN.
...
I do suspect there is something about me and the 5th House - for example - I never had any biological children, instead, my very wonderful children are adopted.
And I wonder if this was also an influence of having Chiron in the 5th.
I don't feel 'blocked' about becoming a parent - because I found a way to become a parent that works for me and for my children. However, I believe that if I had been adamant that having biological children was the only way for me to become a parent, then I am not sure what might have happened.
Thank you to anyone who would like to comment