Originally Posted by ElenaJ (Post 997171)

Can you post your chart?

Originally Posted by Superlative (Post 997042)

I suffer from anxiety and occasional episodes of very mild depression. I used to feel anxious during my school years and now I am in college.

I have mastered my social anxiety and am now quite popular among the seniors in my college and can talk to anyone with no problem. But I have occasionally episodes of anxious (racing thoughts)and i cant seem to control it.

can someone help me understand this?

https://prnt.sc/p0sanb

Originally Posted by Superlative (Post 997042)

I suffer from anxiety and occasional episodes of very mild depression. I used to feel anxious during my school years and now I am in college.

I have mastered my social anxiety and am now quite popular among the seniors in my college and can talk to anyone with no problem. But I have occasionally episodes of anxious (racing thoughts)and i cant seem to control it.

can someone help me understand this?


https://prnt.sc/p0sanb

Originally Posted by greybeard (Post 998024)

Funny. Seven planets in
Air, forming a grand trine...4-8-12..."thought" comes to mind with Air. And a powerful trine in the dark houses, going round and round, ever-growing, building on itself.

Definitely look into meditation (as practiced and taught in the Eastern traditions). Meditation is designed to "still the mind", which by nature is in constant motion.

Originally Posted by Hkk (Post 998027)

4 8 and 12 dark houses g?

Originally Posted by greybeard (Post 998037)

Yup. 4th is Midnight. Dark. Deep. Underground, subterranean. Racial unconscious. The womb and the tomb, dark places.

The 4-8-12 triad of houses originate at 4th, the Angular house of the triplet. It don't get no darker than midnight.

Originally Posted by Hkk (Post 998039)

Oh my 😱 I have my sun and mars in 4th Chiron in 8th

Originally Posted by greybeard (Post 998044)

And? Look at my chart. Compare to our subject chart keeping present topic in mind. Report back.

Originally Posted by Gemini888 (Post 998018)

The Moon/Saturn/Mars is one of your most challenging energy, especially with Moon being chart ruler and Mars as MC's ruler. Mars fires Moon up while Saturn slows Moon down. Saturn is also at critical deg. Do you feel overloaded by too much input from the outside world sometimes?


But Saturn is also involved in a grand air trine with Merc and Neptune. I figure that you see yourself as a very intellectual and logical person and you strive to make sense of the world. So when you can't explain something you become frustrated. Neptune in 8H has a tendency to fantasize the worst, and 4H Merc crawls into a shell. I wouldn't see you as a very open person either, with planets in 8H.


Sun is also almost unaspected. You have a rather hard time to tap into your identity.

Originally Posted by Hkk (Post 998022)

Virgo in the 3rd house. Virgo is already anxious and it’s in the 3rd. A lot of thoughts and Mercury mind. You are deep in your thoughts.

Originally Posted by greybeard (Post 998024)

Funny. Seven planets in
Air, forming a grand trine...4-8-12..."thought" comes to mind with Air. And a powerful trine in the dark houses, going round and round, ever-growing, building on itself.

Definitely look into meditation (as practiced and taught in the Eastern traditions). Meditation is designed to "still the mind", which by nature is in constant motion.

The Sun, although "almost unaspected", is at apex of a Common T-square (9°04' Pluto) and certainly within orb...and in Virgo (the anxiety queen). True, the formation separates, but it is Sun's only real contact with fellow-planets.... We all need a friend.

Originally Posted by Superlative (Post 998057)

Yes, you're absolutely right! I feel overloaded mostly always especially when im at college. At home, I rather not think about anything and just go back into a "shell" like state, where I do not think of anything.


I also have a hard time to tap into my identity because I feel with different social situations I exhibit varying behaviors. Sometimes this can be helpful, but most always it tends to make me feel insecure.

I am mostly always in deep thought since the past year. I have been very social 2 years back when I was at school, even tho I felt alone most of the time.

Are there any suggestions you guys could give me on this problem? Anything else interesting you find in my chart? Any other demerits in my chart that I would want to overcome?




Yes, lol. I think most stuff from varying perspectives and it makes me crazy most of the times. I get bored a lot lol tbh.. sometimes my mind thinks too slow but sometimes it can predict how the situation can turn out for the like the next 2-3 hours.. sometimes it just phases out. Completely uncontrollable.

I'm bored mostly always. It feels like I want some mental activity in my brain always. But when I am at home, my brain just automatically turns off all
cerebral activity and just feels like I don't "think" stuff and all that is being done is limbic thinking and movements.

I hope I'm not too far off topic here.





Seems interesting. Although I don't get what you're saying :tongue: but I will certainly take up mediation.

I don't know why it happens. Cant control it no matter how hard I try. It will eventually just get out of hand and I will continue to overthink the entire day ... eventually tiring myself .. and when i reach home.. i just on autopilot and completely stop thinking about anything.. just taking things at face value..


I presently don't have an emotional connection with anyone let alone my childhood friends and family, so I feel alone at all times but I find that I can empathize with anyone even to an emotional level. It's just I had some emotional drama the past few months so it appears it took a toll on my mental health. It's all ok now, just need to recuperate.. :P




I would like to say, thank you Gemini, hkk, and greyboard for responding to my post. I feel certainly enlightened. thank you again!

Originally Posted by Superlative (Post 997042)

I suffer from anxiety and occasional episodes of very mild depression. I used to feel anxious during my school years and now I am in college.

I have mastered my social anxiety and am now quite popular among the seniors in my college and can talk to anyone with no problem. But I have occasionally episodes of anxious (racing thoughts)and i cant seem to control it.

can someone help me understand this?


https://prnt.sc/p0sanb

Originally Posted by Superlative (Post 998057)

Yes, you're absolutely right! I feel overloaded mostly always especially when im at college. At home, I rather not think about anything and just go back into a "shell" like state, where I do not think of anything.


I also have a hard time to tap into my identity because I feel with different social situations I exhibit varying behaviors. Sometimes this can be helpful, but most always it tends to make me feel insecure.

I am mostly always in deep thought since the past year. I have been very social 2 years back when I was at school, even tho I felt alone most of the time.

Are there any suggestions you guys could give me on this problem? Anything else interesting you find in my chart? Any other demerits in my chart that I would want to overcome?

Originally Posted by Hkk (Post 998061)

Bless you Superlative 😍😍 bless you!

I’m curious to know have you had more of these issues over the last few weeks or so more so than ever? Personally I have found my mind racing around a lot more with a lot of the planets in Virgo right now. Was wondering if this has happened to you? X

Originally Posted by Teach (Post 998064)

You have a good chart - Cancer ascendant means glorious nature and all.

Sun in Virgo is good too

Originally Posted by Gemini888 (Post 998416)

Do you have any intellectual interest that you can spend all day doing? Especially one that involves shedding light to a mystery of some sort?


As a Gemini I can attest to the need for mental stimulation. You just have to learn something new or you will get bored to death. And my chart isn't that focused on Air! You will need that more than me because your chart is heavily focused on Air. I don't think you will like the Gemini style of learning (Jupiter detriment, 4H and 8H emphasis). I would imagine you are more suitable with a deeper, more philosophical approach to knowledge.


Your problem is that you somehow think having a racing mind is a bad thing. You have Sun in 3H and Merc/Venus in Libra so you want to appear more sociable. But 8H Aqua Moon says "**** it, I don't need people to approve of what I want" while 11H Saturn nods silently in the background (a need for the "right" group of friend). I think you need to honor your inner need to be a rebel. You don't have to detach yourself from the world, but if conforming to groups tires you out then don't force yourself to. A lot of great people in history are loners at heart, who are capable of deep thinking :smile: