What are some indications of great difficulty recognising personal benefits, and rather doing things to the benefit of others.
I find that it takes a great amount of effort, and by the end I don't care about it very much at all if it is for me - just something else to tick off the list.
I cannot find the care in myself for very long, about an item that I KNOW, subconsciously, that it will get me on my way to my goal that I long for. I get lost in my head.
I am working in whole signs atm, so I hope there's a few who are actively interested in this system.
This Sun 11th and Mercury 12th is something I have been working on, along with this 6th neptune, Uranus. I do point to these quite heavily for my difficulties in everyday life, mental health, and keeping my head above water. But that's apart of another story, also.
How can this be helped?
I find that it takes a great amount of effort, and by the end I don't care about it very much at all if it is for me - just something else to tick off the list.
I cannot find the care in myself for very long, about an item that I KNOW, subconsciously, that it will get me on my way to my goal that I long for. I get lost in my head.
I am working in whole signs atm, so I hope there's a few who are actively interested in this system.
This Sun 11th and Mercury 12th is something I have been working on, along with this 6th neptune, Uranus. I do point to these quite heavily for my difficulties in everyday life, mental health, and keeping my head above water. But that's apart of another story, also.
How can this be helped?
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