Jump Start My Heart

[Guacosa]

Hello it’s me again Guacosa I’m still very lonely I’ve made a set of mistakes due to emotional pain and lonliness I want to ask you guys the painstaking question. When will I find love? My conscience burns and my insecurities linger. Attached to the thread is supposed to be an image so instead I've added a link to my imgur post with my chart attached to it. Some background of me so, I'm less of a robot, is that I'm still in high school now earning minimum wage with no apparent talent in sight. I'm also very lonely and almost friendless. I've noticed I have my mars, neptune, and uranus in the 8th house of death and mystery thus forming a stellium presumably. I really don't fit into my current high school filled with drugged dealers and charlatans as I want to continue my intellectual studies. My education so far due to bad influences throughout my life in which I have to take responsibility for is not really showing any signs of promise in a good career so I would have to take my furthering development elsewhere. Is there a star in my chart signaling a potential move out of my moms house to a clearer more advantageous dorm where I can concentrate on my studies? I want to be independent in my life because I believe I have the power to make the best choices for myself in the future. Thank you kind astrology community. https://imgur.com/a/NLSmfHm

 

[ElenaJ]

Do you know your birth time?
Can you post the chart?

 

[Guacosa]

I accept responsibility for being careless. I will fix the thread.

 

[Roks]

What are your current transits also your current progressions. They can reveal a lot of what's happening. Coincidentally you have your chiron in the house of relationships which is the 7th house. Chiron shows us our greatest traumas and wounds to our heart

Also astrology can't show when you will move out of your mom's home. It all depends on your motivation and dedication to do so.

Also best advice I can give you for finding love is to love yourself. When you love yourself people will come

 

[Zora]

Also best advice I can give you for finding love is to love yourself. When you love yourself people will come

I don't agree with this often said and posted sentence. As millions of people prove the contrary -knowing nothing about astrology - falling in love - getting loved, have a relationship and get married. Not having even thought about to learn to love themselves before - just living their lifes as they are.

 

[Zora]

Some background of me so, I'm less of a robot, is that I'm still in high school now earning minimum wage with no apparent talent in sight. I'm also very lonely and almost friendless.

If you live in your mom's house you are in fact not lonely.

I've noticed I have my mars, neptune, and uranus in the 8th house of death and mystery thus forming a stellium presumably. I really don't fit into my current high school filled with drugged dealers and charlatans as I want to continue my intellectual studies.

8th house is genetic inheritance, bloodline ancestors, predisposition for health issues and subconsciously stored memory from the past. 8th house is not about education. Education is 9th house.

My education so far due to bad influences throughout my life in which I have to take responsibility for is not really showing any signs of promise in a good career so I would have to take my furthering development elsewhere.

If you pay on your own for your education - you can change whatever you want to change and you want to go for. Leo-jupiter in your 2nd house /money income "expects a lot for your own" but rules your 6th house work and opposes /challenges your neptune as ruler of 9th house /education - to earn your own money. Jupiter squares exact your venus- as your 4th house ruler - also mother and own home.

Is there a star in my chart signaling a potential move out of my moms house to a clearer more advantageous dorm where I can concentrate on my studies? I want to be independent in my life because I believe I have the power to make the best choices for myself in the future.

To leave mom's house and to be independant is a question of money income. If you believe in your power to make the best choice of your life - start with earning money on your own first. No own money - no home of your own. No transit can get rules of real life out of order and out of function.

Venus is at apex of a t-square. Having a home of your own is an important task for you to take responsibiliy for and to go for. Your aries-moon as ruler of your ASC and as one of your lights is at cusp of your midheaven and about to take leadership (aries) on your own and for your own - alone. An aries moon is no team-player.


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[Zora]

An aries moon is no team-player.
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Doubled by neptune as ruler of 9th house - education- where your aries moon is in - who is in an 8th house ruled uranus with a strong placed uranus himself in - in own house. Not a team player either.

Doing the contrary of what is expected /what other's expect from you - and able to jump out of family's dogmata and opinions and traditions.

 

[Zora]

What about your father - as your first male model role and how to get independant ? He is shown with a strong influence on you in your chart. Pluto rules 5th house - father, self-identification and independency and is in 6th house work - sextiling your mars as your career ruler in 8th house.


8th house is also about inherited gifts and skills and also about getting a specialist in something - able to precisely focus on a certain matter and subject.

 

[Guacosa]

What about your father - as your first male model role and how to get independant ? He is shown with a strong influence on you in your chart. Pluto rules 5th house - father, self-identification and independency and is in 6th house work - sextiling your mars as your career ruler in 8th house.


8th house is also about inherited gifts and skills and also about getting a specialist in something - able to precisely focus on a certain matter and subject.

My father and I share rebel qualities that separate us from society in a way. My attention has been given to the Saturn trine Uranus aspect given by my mom the hard worker and my dad the hard working rebel. It’s interesting. My father works in construction and I do not want to follow that path as he is having back troubles as of now. The reason I made this thread was because there was more to my chart. Thank you.

 

[Zora]

My father and I share rebel qualities that separate us from society in a way. My attention has been given to the Saturn trine Uranus aspect given by my mom the hard worker and my dad the hard working rebel. It’s interesting. My father works in construction and I do not want to follow that path as he is having back troubles as of now. The reason I made this thread was because there was more to my chart. Thank you.

In your chart father is shown with pluto ruling 5th house and pluto is in work house 6th in exact sextile with mars in 8th house - working for the money of the others (8th house). Following father's footsteps. As uranus as ruler of 8th is in 8th himself as well.


Your key of solution and to step out is your neptune energy - with a pisces-uranus in 8th house - being in sign reception - one in the sign of the other in 8th house - bloodline ancestors.


Neptune rules 9th house - education. A good education and expanding knowledge and wisdom is most important for you in your life and your own life path with mars ruling your midheaven - in 8th house as well - you otherwise are endangered to get subconsiously addicted from your genetic inheritance and father's opinions and attitudes. Instead of developping your own way and take responsibility for.


Noone will come to rescue you - you will have to do it yourself - and you have strong energies available for this to do and to overcome a lot and to always stand up again.


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[kshantaram]

any further reflections on the probabilities of life to pick n share about!


taurus-venus inimical-malefic for cancer asc,
stress-delays in income-gains-friendships-relationship;

mer-venus-NNode inimical taurus 11th, love of foreign food-comforts,
foreign literary-oratory-acting-pharma-anesthetics-dentistry aptitudes,
but under stress-delay; toxic dental issues etc;


Jup now transit cap trine venus-mer-rahu NNode taurus 11th,
promoting gains from foreigners and relationship,
jup effective mid-course April-July 020.

While sat-ketu SNode transit own cap 7th,
pain-injury-surgery abdominals-knees etc,
growth through mass supervision, public admin;
rahu NNode transit cancer 12th manifesting foreign relationships;



sun-NNode interest in politics, gains from foreigners,
rise-fall in life, prayers for ancestors,
observe fast on No-Moon evenings;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;
observe death anniversaries religiously;

sun gemini 11th, sun lord 2nd for finances,
gains from govt-corporates-social elite, business analytics,
instrumental music, humor, etc

sat lord 6th over 12th gemini, aptitude for information tech,
success amidst adversity, financial constraints;
sun-sat gemini good at statistical analytics, neurology, etc;
strained relationship with father;
observe fast sat evenings;



SNode scorpio 5th, keen research-occult-forensic aptitudes;
detachment from luck-edu-romance-children-position;
pain-injury-surgery heart-stomach-urological etc
prayers to Mother Goddess, offer red flowers at the alter at home tues evenings;

mars 10th lord over acq 8th, career issues, innovative;
accident prone, chronic leg inflammations;
able to cope with challenges;



jup leo 2nd, commanding attitude and speech;
jup lord 9th over 2nd luck in finances and education;
jup lord 6th over 2nd, extra efforts needed;
jup-mars opp aptitude for project advisory roles;
prayers to saint of faith, wear yellow sapphire over pendant touching heart;


asc lord moon over aries 9th trine jup, action oriented,
aptitude for psychology, travels, teaching, etc;


Lords 1/7 moon-sat over aries-gemini 3/11, lords mars-mer unfriendly,
merely dutiful relationship in marriage sans personal charm?
sat lord 7th over 12th for relationship/marriage in distant lands;



wishing you well, kshantaram

 

[aquarius7000]

Hi

Ok, let me put this very clearly and without mincing words.

You are 17 yrs old and have a bright future if you pay attention during the next at least 5 years to your education and setting your career up. That ruler of 9th house of higher education, Jup, is in Leo, so you can really shine IF you do not digress to all this nonsense right now about love etc. There is lots of time for that, but if you miss the bus in these 5 crucial years or waste them, you will regret the rest of your life. So whenever you feel insecure, etc, pick up your fav subject book and study it because your 9th house is one of the brightest, and with Moon in Aries, you have the strong will to push yourself through to a good career, but you need focus and determination, which no lover or friend can give you.

You see that straight trine from the Moon from your 9th almost on your career axis, it forms a lovely trine to that Jup in Leo in the 2nd, which means again focus on your education and a successful career and future awaits you. Rest will fall in place on its own. Don't let that Sun in the 11th divert your attention to friends and outdoor parties and having fun. Not right now at least. Your chart is a regular chart, so just do what you need to do right now. Focus on your school.

 

[Guacosa]

Hi

Ok, let me put this very clearly and without mincing words.

You are 17 yrs old and have a bright future if you pay attention during the next at least 5 years to your education and setting your career up. That ruler of 9th house of higher education, Jup, is in Leo, so you can really shine IF you do not digress to all this nonsense right now about love etc. There is lots of time for that, but if you miss the bus in these 5 crucial years or waste them, you will regret the rest of your life. So whenever you feel insecure, etc, pick up your fav subject book and study it because your 9th house is one of the brightest, and with Moon in Aries, you have the strong will to push yourself through to a good career, but you need focus and determination, which no lover or friend can give you.

You see that straight trine from the Moon from your 9th almost on your career axis, it forms a lovely trine to that Jup in Leo in the 2nd, which means again focus on your education and a successful career and future awaits you. Rest will fall in place on its own. Don't let that Sun in the 11th divert your attention to friends and outdoor parties and having fun. Not right now at least. Your chart is a regular chart, so just do what you need to do right now. Focus on your school.

You've made my day brighter and tilted my axis forward. Thank you for this post. I'm studying a lot as I realize there is quite a lot of stuff I do not know. My current inspiration is Elon Musk as I want to be an engineer but I'm not sure about college since of the tremendous debts. As for 11th house matters, I've never been to a party so my studies will take my full attention. I'm also curious about a possible relationship as I had a spark moment with a certain individual who is unfortunately a forbidden love which is really rare since I've never felt a spark ever. It is late at night and tomorrow I plan to resume my studies. Again, thank you for this post as I saw it today in the morning which was like a cup of coffee.