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love-thinking 03-26-2018 11:12 PM

Neptune and other people's thoughts rubbing off
 
I have almost all of my personal planets aspecting or even in conjunction neptune. Moon trine neptune, moon opposite pluto. That too moon in the 8th house. Sun conjunct neptune, mars, and mercury.

I do attract toxic people. I've recently rekindled with an ex who I do think is a narcissist. During almost each of our meetings, he has turned me from a well put-together girl into a powerless, pathetic mess by the end of it our meetings.

He's gone. I'm vengeful. And I literally feel like I see myself in his eyes. But not only that, I feel like I see other people in his eyes. The way he would look at certain people. The way he would perceive certain guys. More importantly, how he would see other women.

This is so ****** up, I feel like I'll look at a woman and I'll just immediately think about how he would perceive her and start tearing her apart. How he would suck the life out of a certain female and proceed to pine for and ultimately take more and more of her love until she's bled dry. I feel sick but I feel like his energy rubbed off on me.

Phoenix Venus 04-08-2018 01:54 AM

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Originally Posted by love-thinking (Post 874802)
I have almost all of my personal planets aspecting or even in conjunction neptune. Moon trine neptune, moon opposite pluto. That too moon in the 8th house. Sun conjunct neptune, mars, and mercury.

I do attract toxic people. I've recently rekindled with an ex who I do think is a narcissist. During almost each of our meetings, he has turned me from a well put-together girl into a powerless, pathetic mess by the end of it our meetings.

He's gone. I'm vengeful. And I literally feel like I see myself in his eyes. But not only that, I feel like I see other people in his eyes. The way he would look at certain people. The way he would perceive certain guys. More importantly, how he would see other women.

This is so ****** up, I feel like I'll look at a woman and I'll just immediately think about how he would perceive her and start tearing her apart. How he would suck the life out of a certain female and proceed to pine for and ultimately take more and more of her love until she's bled dry. I feel sick but I feel like his energy rubbed off on me.

You have to find a way to claim it back. You have 100x more power over your brain than he does. Visualise cutting the energetic chords to him. Then take some time to focus on you, finding your own space and your own thoughts. Think about things you love and focus on doing those. Self care and self love is important.

Abby83 04-08-2018 02:35 PM

Re: Neptune and other people's thoughts rubbing off
 
Hmmm... so you think Neptune is to blame? I thought this sounds more like a 12th or 8th house matter. But hey, Iíve got a few Neptune aspects myself. Venus, mars, Saturn, Pluto all aspect Neptune harmoniously and mercury squares Neptune. Neptune is in my 2nd house and I love it cos itís my 5th ruler 😊.

love-thinking 04-09-2018 01:45 AM

Re: Neptune and other people's thoughts rubbing off
 
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Originally Posted by Abby83 (Post 877341)
Hmmm... so you think Neptune is to blame? I thought this sounds more like a 12th or 8th house matter. But hey, Iíve got a few Neptune aspects myself. Venus, mars, Saturn, Pluto all aspect Neptune harmoniously and mercury squares Neptune. Neptune is in my 2nd house and I love it cos itís my 5th ruler 😊.

I think you may be right. It might be my moon in 8th house.

love-thinking 04-09-2018 01:45 AM

Re: Neptune and other people's thoughts rubbing off
 
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Originally Posted by Phoenix Venus (Post 877234)
You have to find a way to claim it back. You have 100x more power over your brain than he does. Visualise cutting the energetic chords to him. Then take some time to focus on you, finding your own space and your own thoughts. Think about things you love and focus on doing those. Self care and self love is important.

thank you for the advice, I've heard this before.

MoonBucket 04-09-2018 02:29 AM

Re: Neptune and other people's thoughts rubbing off
 
Maybe come up with some kind of meditative ritual for yourself to help clear away his toxic influence and restore your own strength and way of being.

[In my case it would be a kind of standing five-element meditation/prayer, beginning and ending with Spirit as the protector and of course unifier/integrator, invoking each of the elements for its particular way of helping. (Not quite the LBRP, but informally based on it.)]

Wishing you the best,
MB


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