lisahearts
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It seems in all of my relationships and friendships, I’m always putting in 100% and getting nothing in return. I’m getting older and have never had a boyfriend. I’ve been seeing a guy for almost a year now and he still refers to me as his friend, he never calls me to talk on the phone,sometimes I really need someone to talk to. I only get a random text from him every now and than but he usually takes hours to respond to my text. I don’t even think he loves me or thinks about me or even cares. I feel the same way with the people I consider friends, they only talk to me if I reach out to them. Also when I want to make plans with them, each time it’s a fail, I don’t think they actually consider me a friend. not one person wants to spend time with me. I get so lonely and have literally no one to talk to. It hurts a lot. I’m really nice and caring to everyone I meet but I don’t get the same in return. People just seem to use me for what they want or only come around me when it’s convenient for them. I’ve tried joining churches and different clubs and classes to meet new people but same result each time. I don’t want to be alone forever, but it’s starting to look like that’s my destiny. I have dreams of getting married and being a mother but I don’t think it will ever happen.
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