"will i get married" moon in 5th house, which i have read pertains to intimate relationships (relationships 7th but i guess romance is self-expression) and in gemini which i think is positive for relationships (since the sign has two people) perhaps so, unless your venus in aquarius/1st house is too egalitarian, i think people who are very egalitarian/aquarius, from my subjective experience, sometimes come across as egocentric, ..only because many people i meet don't seem worldly enough to really appreciate worldliness, and, because they are so immured in their own local culture, see your lack of conformity as arrogance/eccentricity.
as a well travelled person, one wishes to bring some of ones erudition to those one meets, and people aren't always ready for/receptive to that..
..i don't know if there is something about relationships from having mars and venus close together in the chart? i also think, venus and the moon are sort of equidistant around your sun/mercury locus.. symmetry.. mainly, i do not want to interpret beyond the basics, because i think it is important to retain discretion and autonomy, to make decisions for the self. but: marriage takes a certain level of refinement and fairness, it also takes a certain level or wanting, and desire. to be too fair, too considerate, is not passionate?
and, i am admittedly biased -
from what little i know of the world, which is less than you -
there is a lot to be said, especially in later years, for one's home country.. closeness to the parents.. the things you grew up with.. i agree with the jains that travel is a form of violence, to the world and the self. nostalgia for distant things is sad.. but, of course, i suppose inevitable, wherever one is in life, as we all have to leave it all, eventually..
if you must travel, i would select by climate and culture that you find pleasant. for me, i enjoy warm winters, and dryness! a lack of mold and cold is a boon to someone who is materially creative.. it is wonderful to leave something somewhere and not have nature change it all.. i do love the desert, most often. but, it does tend to dessicate. my own predeliction..
if i were young, i would probably move to china to teach language, i am impressed by chinese civility and piety, and humility (voltaire, candide.. i travelled much in youth and prefer to stay in one place.. it is as refreshing as other people find travel..) . but i do not know how they feel about turks, and cannot guarantee a region or environment that is rough to foreigners.
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... i had a friend from london who travelled to china in his early 20s, i think he visited mongolia first, as he sent me pictures with snow and yaks. he said he had an affair with a mongolian girl, and after he left, thinking it was no big deal, she followed him around china
hahah, i'd forgotten about him
this kind of dedication seems more intrinsic to less urban regions, sensibly.. i also had an australian friend who expressed a similar tale about africa, though he allegedly received an awful curse. i hope he finds some peace, or returns to africa!
what i can really only recommend, is to still the passions, and maintain an amicable and grateful outlook on the world, and in stillness, truly listen, to what your heart (as in center, not romantic heart) is saying?
it seems more sensible than drowning in an excited delerium of ambitions and passions.
