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Juniper 07-06-2019 04:35 AM

Feeling Lonely and Unsuccessful
 
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Hi everyone,

I'm new to the forum and would love some feedback on my chart—thanks in advance. I've been going through a lot of loss (friendships, family bonds, hobbies, jobs) since December of 2016 and it feels like I've reached a real breaking point/breakdown this week. Things used to be a lot easier for me--especially creatively--and for some reason, I can't seem to make things work over the past few years. I feel quite isolated and lost...yet also very spiritually aware and awake...not sure if that's a plus, but it feels like a reality at least. I'm wondering if you see any indicators of this downturn in my chart? Thanks for your time.

kshantaram 07-07-2019 03:50 AM

Re: Feeling Lonely and Unsuccessful
 
hope helps take stock as relevant,
share salient feedbacks how true-insightful,
traits-talents-health-trends-prospects-remedies etc etc,



moon elevated taurus 9th, creative, energetic, stubborn,
aptitude for pscyhology, teaching, art, singing, travel, etc;
moon lord 12th for foreign lands over 9th for distant travels;
wear pearl over silver pendant touching heart;

aries-mars 9th inimical for leo asc,
stress-delays in luck-edu-father-travels;

inimical mars over pisces 7th with debilated mer,
stress-delays in marriage-vocation;
abdominal-feet-skin issues;

asc lord sun over enemy sign acq 7th,
separative in relationships;
while scientific-reformist-innovative in approach/thinking;

venus with separative SNode ketu negating to 6th,
negating relationships-marriage, job separations;
pain-injury-surgery intestinal-legs-kidneys etc;
venus combust with sun affecting health
needing zinc supplements perhaps;

venus lord 10th for career over 6th calling for extra efforts;

sat-ketu now 1.5yr transit cap 5th, seeking change but stuck
negating employment prospects;
detachment from luck-edu-romance-children-position;

previous 1.5yr ketu transit venus-ketu acq 6th,
separations in relationship-job, pain-injury-surgery;

prayers to Christ, offer red flowers at alter at home sat mornings;


jup-sat elevated libra 3rd good for initiative, economic attitude;
economics, research, law-justice, advisory roles;
sat retro delaying results,

sat retro towards virgo 2nd earnings in distant lands;
sat virgo critical attitude, good for audit-quality control roles;

sat retro towards virgo opp mars-mer pisces,
stress struggle in finances-relationships, negotiation skills;
mer lord 2/11 for finances-gains over 7th,
financial gains-support from spouse but confused and debilated,
mer-mars warlike/aggressive;
wear green emerald over pendant;
observe fast sat evenings;

jup now 4-5m retro towards scorpio opp moon trine mars-mer pisces 7th,
supportive of marriage-relationship, contracts, etc;
Later jup again direct own sag 5th trine aries 9th,
supportive of luck-edu-travels etc, trine leo asc protective of health;
prayers to saint of faith, offer yellow flowers fri evenings;


Sat say year later enters own cap 6th, good for health-employment,
next moves to venus-ketu acq 6th disturbing health-relationship to care;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart;

venus-rahu NNode opp, rise-fall in life,
prayers for ancestors, observe fast No-moon evenings;
observe death anniversaries religiously;

rahu leo 12th for foreign lands; high self-pride;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;

hope jup transit is supportive,
while sat takes time to move to 6th own cap;
while separative ketu transits cap 1.5yr;
a mixed bag to cope with; hope remedies help;


wishing well, ack promptly and share ground feedbacks,


kshantaram

Juniper 07-07-2019 04:50 PM

Re: Feeling Lonely and Unsuccessful
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
hope helps take stock as relevant,
share salient feedbacks how true-insightful,
traits-talents-health-trends-prospects-remedies etc etc,



moon elevated taurus 9th, creative, energetic, stubborn,
aptitude for pscyhology, teaching, art, singing, travel, etc;
moon lord 12th for foreign lands over 9th for distant travels;
wear pearl over silver pendant touching heart;

Interesting...I am all of these things, except the travel part. I study psychology, and I am a teacher and singer, as well as very creative and stubborn! My energy tends to come in waves in my 30s, but I was an athlete in my younger years.

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
aries-mars 9th inimical for leo asc,
stress-delays in luck-edu-father-travels;

Hmm...not sure if I would say that I've had bad luck here...this one doesn't resonate as much.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
inimical mars over pisces 7th with debilated mer,
stress-delays in marriage-vocation;
abdominal-feet-skin issues;

I don't want to get married, but I've had two long-term common-law partnerships, which feel like marriages. The first partnership was challenging, the second one has been positive for the most part. I've had minor skin and abdominal issues. No feet issues.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
asc lord sun over enemy sign acq 7th,
separative in relationships;
while scientific-reformist in approach;

Yes, with respect to close friendships and business partnerships...these have been a source of emotional pain. I'm not sure if I understand the scientific/reformist approach here?

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
venus with separative SNode ketu negating to 6th,
negating relationships-marriage, job separations;
pain-injury-surgery intestinal-legs-kidneys etc;
venus combust with sun affecting health
needing zinc supplements perhaps;

Interesting...yes, again to certain relationship separations, but romantic relationships have been okay. I have had painful job separations as well, but many have lasted long-term, so there's certainly been success there. Kidneys had been affected in the past, and I hadn't considered zinc supplements...will look into that!

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
venus lord 10th for career over 6th calling for extra efforts;

Yes, agree with this...workaholic for sure, and work is pretty demanding.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
sat-ketu now 1.5yr transit cap 5th, seeking change but stuck
negating employment prospects;
detachment from luck-edu-romance-children-position;

Yup, I feel this saturn transit very strongly...one of the worst saturn transits! But actually Saturn conjunct natal Pluto was definitely the worst. And when Saturn was at the end of my 4th house, it was hellish...so I guess it's not the absolute worst...just low-level depression on an almost daily basis.

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
previous 1.5yr ketu transit venus-ketu acq 6th,
separations in relationship-job, pain-injury-surgery;

Yes, job separations for sure, and I did have a health issue which is resolving now...didn't need surgery, thankfully.

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
prayers to Christ, offer red flowers at alter at home sat mornings;

Thank you :).

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
jup-sat elevated libra 3rd good for initiative, economic attitude;
economics, research, law-justice, advisory roles;
sat retro delaying results,

I think this relates to my work in education, so that makes sense.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
sat retro towards virgo 2nd earnings in distant lands;

Yes, my freelance work related to foreign lands and has been picking up over the past few years.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
sat virgo critical attitude, good for audit-quality control roles;

Yes, again, I think I can relate this to my work in education.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
sat virgo opp mars-mer pisces,
stress struggle in finances-relationships, negotiation skills;
mer lord 2/11 for finances-gains over 7th,
financial gains-support from spouse but confused and debilated,
mer-mars warlike/aggressive;
wear green emerald over pendant;
observe fast sat evenings;

Hmm, I thought I had Saturn in Libra, and I didn't know it was opposite my Mercury? I have had financial support from my partner, yes.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
jup now 4-5m retro towards scorpio opp moon trine mars-mer pisces 7th,
supportive of marriage-relationship, contracts, etc;
Later jup again direct own sag 5th trine aries 9th,
supportive of luck-edu-travels etc, trine leo asc protective of health;
prayers to saint of faith, offer yellow flowers fri evenings;

Thank you...I'm aware of the positive Jupiter transit, but it still feels like that Saturn in the 5th is keeping me stuck! I have seen a bump in my self employment though. But my regular employment has taken a hit...so it's all been pretty balanced in terms of luck and losses.

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
Sat say year later enters own cap 6th, good for health-employment,

Thank you...I've already been improving my health so this makes sense. I had a regular workout routine and eat very healthily. This has been a bright spot in my life over the past little while...it's what's keeping me going.

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Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
next moves to venus-ketu acq 6th disturbing health-relationship to care;
wear 0.25 carat diamond over platinum pendant touching heart;

Lol, great! Well I'll do my best to be aware of this and stay healthy.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
venus-rahu NNode opp, rise-fall in life,
prayers for ancestors, observe fast No-moon evenings;
observe death anniversaries religiously;

Interesting...will keep an eye on this.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
rahu leo 12th for foreign lands; high self-pride;
wear brown hessonite over pendant touching heart;;

Hmm...not sure about the self pride, haha. Maybe at certain times...at other times, not so much.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kshantaram (Post 983914)
hope jup transit is supportive,
while sat takes time to move to 6th own cap;
while separative ketu transits cap 1.5yr;
a mixed bag to cope with; hope remedies help;


wishing well, ack promptly and share ground feedbacks,


kshantaram

Thanks very much! I hope my feedback helps!

Juniper 07-19-2019 01:40 PM

Re: Feeling Lonely and Unsuccessful
 
Wondering if anyone else might have an interp on my chart? July has been a particularly difficult month, and I'd love to hear your thoughts...

Thanks in advance.


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