Hello everyone. On Saturday 21st July 2007 transiting sun conjuncted my natal uranus in the 4th house and transiting saturn conjuncted my natal pluto in the 5th house. My world was shattered into a million pieces that day. I discovered my son dead in bed. He had suffered from depression on and off for some years and took his life with drugs that he had taken from his father's charter yacht. To ensure that he didn't survive his suicide, he inserted 10 morphine pills into his rectum. I have never gotten over this and live in constant fear of losing my remaining son, my grandaughter and my sister.