I sure hope i didnt up set you with my forthright talk about my condition?,Please forgive my unguarded chat if its upsetting,for me my only concern is not to die in pain,I presently get all the painkillers i need so i generally only get pain if i fall behind on my consumption of pills.Im sure yours and others prayers for my health did not get wasted,In my opinion all prayers for others also benefit the sender as they are blessed.,Dont worry about me darling,we all have to do this frightening transition,but i think with the right support its not so bad,I tell you one things for sure deaths bring the best out of your nearest and dearest
God bless you Tamara