Hello!
My therapist works with a Shaman from South America. They offered me today participating in an Ayahuasca ceremony they are gonna have this weekend. I want to know if it would be good and healing for me? Is it a good idea going this time?
I was at a ceremony on February this year, with a guy that I didn't know as a guide, and it was not good. I struggled a lot after. I didn't feel secure or able to trust him and I didn't have a good experience. I struggled to get back to a more less normal state.
This time I would go and see if I can trust, but only being my therapist there I think would make a difference.
I am Saturn in Aquarius, conjunct ascendant. Ceremony / treatment would be 10th? In that case, Jupiter also in Aq but in the First. Moon also Aq... I'm not sure how to interpret this.
Thank you