After series of disappoint almost in every sphere of life, I haven't lost faith in myself. Sometimes, I feel, am I a dreamer or this feeling is a fake one? Everyone around me seems like happy with monotony of mediocre life, which I feel isn't for me in this life. I am meant to do something which is going to be out of the box. I always have this feeling. I changed career many times, and finally settled with freelancing, which seems to give great comfort to me. Recently started working on a novel which I wish to publish by next year. Is there be success in this, after so much of hardship. I know the field is difficult to find success in, but I am putting my best effort. Want to know if my stars supports this endeavour of mine.