Witchyone
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I've been studying Astrology pretty earnestly the past few months. I'm not finding that it's very good for predictions, not yet at least, but I am finding that natal charts are unbelievably useful in understanding myself and those close to me better.
There is an energy I find in myself that I'm kind of proud of, but it also troubles me. I have a strong desire for destruction and regeneration. I get excited at the idea of life crises that cause complete upheaval. I always see such things as opportunities, not endings, and I wish for them. I like natural disasters and the like. I don't enjoy seeing other people suffer...it's hard to explain what excites me about destruction.
Now, I don't actually destroy things very often. I'm too solid (Taurus rising) and empathetic (Pisces Moon) to cause that much turmoil very often. But I have done it a couple times in my life, and I secretly wish for it frequently. I'm also very "all-in" and obsessive about love relationships and can get jealous. I'm equally obsessive about pet projects. I'm a writer and artist.
I don't have any strong Plutonian or Scorpio placements in my chart that I can point at to explain this. My Pluto is part of a Yod with the Moon and Mars. People seem to disagree on whether this is important. I don't really have anything in Scorpio. It's sitting at the 6th house and the cusp of the 7th.
Any ideas? People tend to read Geminis (my Sun sign) as very upbeat, and I usually am, but could this be a dark side of Gemini thing instead of a Pluto thing?
Thanks!
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There is an energy I find in myself that I'm kind of proud of, but it also troubles me. I have a strong desire for destruction and regeneration. I get excited at the idea of life crises that cause complete upheaval. I always see such things as opportunities, not endings, and I wish for them. I like natural disasters and the like. I don't enjoy seeing other people suffer...it's hard to explain what excites me about destruction.
Now, I don't actually destroy things very often. I'm too solid (Taurus rising) and empathetic (Pisces Moon) to cause that much turmoil very often. But I have done it a couple times in my life, and I secretly wish for it frequently. I'm also very "all-in" and obsessive about love relationships and can get jealous. I'm equally obsessive about pet projects. I'm a writer and artist.
I don't have any strong Plutonian or Scorpio placements in my chart that I can point at to explain this. My Pluto is part of a Yod with the Moon and Mars. People seem to disagree on whether this is important. I don't really have anything in Scorpio. It's sitting at the 6th house and the cusp of the 7th.
Any ideas? People tend to read Geminis (my Sun sign) as very upbeat, and I usually am, but could this be a dark side of Gemini thing instead of a Pluto thing?
Thanks!
Oops, I think I failed to upload my chart, and now I don't see how to attach.
Hoping this image is visible:
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