Sometimes, my mantra is "if I can't see it, it ain't real." And then other times I'm stricken with a gut sense of something I can sense- but I know you can't physically measure it. Like for example; telling whether or not someone loves you or even likes you. I have great sensitivity to others, yet I am bound because like I said, "If I can't see it, it ain't there."
Your Moon is conjunct your NN, so 'tangibility and substance' is still part of life's lessons.
Moon represents your expectations and, in the 9th house, you could incline to believe in them and other people, rather than in the facts relating to any situation. But your Sun-Mercury is in Libra. The ability to question, balance and weigh the pro's and con's that refer to you, personally, and make your own decisions.
Maybe the answer lies in the Chiron-Uranus opposition in the intercepted Gemini-Sagittarius in the 3rd-9th houses?
You are hurt each time you listen to (Gemini) , or maybe even try to be like others in the hope that they will like you ( a general Libran tendancy, I understand

)., whilst Uranus is the rebel within you that knows that you can change these beliefs to form your own independent ones.
Astrologically, you are still in the Moon years. Once progr. Moon and transitíng Saturn begin a new cycle and you go through the 'transition year' into astrological adulthood, you will hopefully start to see the other other side of the same coin. People can then benefit from your practical experience as you help them through their emotional difficulties. Moon rules your MC. You couldprovide comfort in a professional capacity.
As far as education goes--I'm quitting the college I'm in now and going to a more challenging school! (and the new school is no more than a 3 hr train ride from my home)
Hurrah for Astrology and Psychology!
Are you studying psychology, Jen? Or any technique that delves into the why's and wherefore's of life? That sextile from Pluto and your strong Libran side, together, are naturals in getting to the bottom of things.
Out of interest, I looked up the position of your Black Moon Lilith...the hidden feature in you

You have BML on approx. 4 Aries in the 7th house, square Mars and inconjunct/quincunx Pluto. There's someone in you that can stand up to, and turn away from any attempt at manipulation, intimidation and force of your will. You're stronger than you think you are. Use it wisely and not simply as 'the strong feminine come-on wiles' that others may see in you, that you/they come to reproach, and could turn against you by creating false images (the demons that torment) of you that don't really exist.
F.