I met this woman a while ago and it has made me feel things I have not felt in a while. I find myself to be incredibly attracted to her personality. We have been together for 3 months now and the relationship already knows its ups and downs. Partially I think because we are both a little scared of our feelings. And we both have pain that lays in the past. There are moments when we speak as if we had known each other for years and others where we are as near strangers. We talk every single day because we are so comfortable around each other, and the presence of either makes us feel at home.
I have this desire to be there for her because of her past she doesn't have many people around her. At first there was dishonesty on her part largely because she was frightened of the feelings she experienced for me. After having had long and deep conversations together we were able to crack the nut if you will and she allowed herself to be open and vulnerable. But I need time to be able to fully trust her again. I was hoping if anyone could look at our synastry and tell me what they see. Either so that I can relate it to things I have figured on my own as confirmation or as addition to something that hasn't caught my eye. For instance, is this relation meant to be one where we are to help each other in someway and then move on again? Or is there a more long lasting element to it as the moon conjunct saturn might suggest. Or are we perhaps more suitable to be friends instead of lovers?
Thanks in advance