Aruilly
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I recently met this girl. At first we got along great even if we some times seemed to get a lil angry with each other but then it seemed we were growing close quite quickly and it was starting to feel creepy cause it was rather fast but I didn't do anything. So eventually, she kinda shuts me off, where before we were laughing all of a sudden she was always having this poker face around me and I felt this rather cold feeling around her. But Im pretty sure I didnt do anything nasty to draw that reaction (heh, a miracle) I tried fixing it (virgo thing ) but heck it seemed the sweeter I was the colder she got. Hence I thought time to leave the boat, cause its getting no where that's when the problem began Im friking great at cutting off emotionally and moving on, but with this girl I can't! I distanced myself somewhat, we study at the same class so i started hanging out with other ppl but she came after me and then i felt guilty I was mentally screaming with myself that I was such a ***** for leaving her after all the things she had done for me but still i should leave this friendship cause its really draining me emotionaly bcos I do like her a lot but she just doesnt reciprocate this feelings, but part of me is still acting like a masochist and saying that i can't leave her and should continue in this like its an effing karmic deal which pulls me back to her. I just don't know what to do anymore. What is this? Why can't I leave this thing?
I'm the one on the outside http://img249.imageshack.us/img249/7147/astro61gw1601paulaaruil.gif
Please help
I'm the one on the outside http://img249.imageshack.us/img249/7147/astro61gw1601paulaaruil.gif
Please help