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<blockquote data-quote="princess valhalla" data-source="post: 445763" data-attributes="member: 29294"><p>Natally, I have Sun Conjunct Neptune in H8. Saturn Squares Sun from H5.</p><p>These placements are very descriptive of my father who attempted suicide multiply times during my childhood. He was a very depressed alcoholic who tried killing himself by combination of alcohol and pills on numerous occasions. Thankfully he was never successful, he was always found by my mother who took him to the hospital where they would pump his stomach. I always had (and still do) have great sympathy for my father. </p><p>There is a particular time I remember my mom picking up my father from the hospital, it was in the evening and me and my older sister were in the back seat. I was maybe 4 or 5 years old. It wasn't the first attempt (not the last either.) I remember how mad my mother was. She refused to say a word to him and wouldn't even look at him, her knuckles white gripping the steering wheel. I remember my dad crying and telling her how sorry he was. He wanted comfort but my mom would have none of that. I remember feeling so bad for him. I wanted to give him a hug, tell him I loved him and make him feel better. I was too scared to say anything being so young and with so much tension coming from my mother. </p><p></p><p>The one thing I can say is that people who commit or attempt to commit suicide live with a lot of pain and most people don't understand them which probably further isolates them even more.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="princess valhalla, post: 445763, member: 29294"] Natally, I have Sun Conjunct Neptune in H8. Saturn Squares Sun from H5. These placements are very descriptive of my father who attempted suicide multiply times during my childhood. He was a very depressed alcoholic who tried killing himself by combination of alcohol and pills on numerous occasions. Thankfully he was never successful, he was always found by my mother who took him to the hospital where they would pump his stomach. I always had (and still do) have great sympathy for my father. There is a particular time I remember my mom picking up my father from the hospital, it was in the evening and me and my older sister were in the back seat. I was maybe 4 or 5 years old. It wasn't the first attempt (not the last either.) I remember how mad my mother was. She refused to say a word to him and wouldn't even look at him, her knuckles white gripping the steering wheel. I remember my dad crying and telling her how sorry he was. He wanted comfort but my mom would have none of that. I remember feeling so bad for him. I wanted to give him a hug, tell him I loved him and make him feel better. I was too scared to say anything being so young and with so much tension coming from my mother. The one thing I can say is that people who commit or attempt to commit suicide live with a lot of pain and most people don't understand them which probably further isolates them even more. [/QUOTE]
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