starchaser
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Hello everyone!I'm in a very bad situation & i sincerely need your help!So i recently learned that my mother is dying of cancer soon.Of course it is trully hard for all people to lose their mother but for me it's extremely hard because except for the huge love i have for her i'm also completely depended on her.The reason is i'm paralyzed since i was a baby & she was the Angel who always took care of me!Both my parents grew me up in a great way & taught me to give my best to become a useful person & now i'm a medical student close to graduate but i dunno how to survive without her.I'm afraid i will never be happy again & i will suffer too much from now on.It was a moment of my life when ,after too much suffering the latest years because of many health problems of me & my parents,i was hoping to become happy even to love & be loved by someone special like all normal people in my age but instead this happened! I really adore her!
I know that Pluto[ruler of 5th] will soon conjunct my DC & trine my NN,Saturn [ruler of 7th] entering my busy 5th house & Jupiter will conjunct my NN for the second time in a year.The first time it was a very magical period of my life in August when i was a student in a clinic where all people were extremely kind to me & i also met somebody there that felt like i knew & loved forever.We are kind of friends with him now.Anyway i'm afraid that the coming transits the next months will be too dangerous for me & i will find no happiness from now on!What do you guys think?I'm really scared!!I need the truth cause only through the truth i know what to expect so to do something to help myself survive.
I know that Pluto[ruler of 5th] will soon conjunct my DC & trine my NN,Saturn [ruler of 7th] entering my busy 5th house & Jupiter will conjunct my NN for the second time in a year.The first time it was a very magical period of my life in August when i was a student in a clinic where all people were extremely kind to me & i also met somebody there that felt like i knew & loved forever.We are kind of friends with him now.Anyway i'm afraid that the coming transits the next months will be too dangerous for me & i will find no happiness from now on!What do you guys think?I'm really scared!!I need the truth cause only through the truth i know what to expect so to do something to help myself survive.
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