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<blockquote data-quote="raqun" data-source="post: 481902" data-attributes="member: 38219"><p>Thank you Horus. I edited the original post as you requested.</p><p></p><p>I sometimes have trouble expressing myself clearly. I have found that I do a lot better with written word than spoken, as I often have to think on what I want to say if I don't want people to get me the completely wrong way. I have to admit that I did rush when I made that first post and didn't read all the faqs first <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> I have also noticed that I am good at expressing myself trough art, be it musical or painting. People usually understand it. Even so, i left the original post untouched for reference. (another thing is I sometimes have to write a letter to myself to make sense what is really going on inside my heart and mind, because my thoughts are so erratic. I have trouble with being rational without meditating on subjects first.. that is very frustrating when you have to make quick decisions)</p><p></p><p>I have changed a lot in the last year and a half or so. My current girlfriend had a lot to do with it i think, because i truly feel she is the one and that I have to be the best person I can for her. We fell in love on 6 jan 2011 and moved in together on september. We are compatible and I do understand her. The real trouble is my intense fear of loosing her. I was always a bit jelaous and possessive, but when I reached my 28 birthday it got A LOT worse. I got mad even if guys were just looking at her. She has a lot of friends, also male, she is very open, honest and a joy to be around. I did learn how to apply rational control to jealous outbursts, but I have trouble in larger social settings, where I don't know the people yet. I get anxious if I have no knowledge of all or at least main aspects of every thing I come in to contact with (even when traveling to a part with a significantly different culture or dealing with people from there). Obviously if i'm drunk I have trouble applying rationality to my feelings. It's funny that when I do get to know things/people my confidence is as hard as a rock. I even have no trouble with my GF partying with her male best friends now that I know them.</p><p></p><p>I want to know if there is a permanent way to calm oneself down, if someone can spot anything in my chart. I wish to be able to trust new things from the start without the anxiety that limits me. And i specificaly want to overcome jealousy, because it really troubles me and leaves me sad and depressed for days if I have an outburst (I can rationally tell it's not right, but the feelings are so INTENSE).. but the most important thing is I love my girlfriend and I hurt deeply when I say something bad to her.</p><p></p><p>I really love astrology and can already see I'm good at spotting patterns.. I will build upon it. in the meantime if someone has any advice and knowledge for me, I will deeply appreciate it.</p><p></p><p>Ty, Gaj</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="raqun, post: 481902, member: 38219"] Thank you Horus. I edited the original post as you requested. I sometimes have trouble expressing myself clearly. I have found that I do a lot better with written word than spoken, as I often have to think on what I want to say if I don't want people to get me the completely wrong way. I have to admit that I did rush when I made that first post and didn't read all the faqs first :) I have also noticed that I am good at expressing myself trough art, be it musical or painting. People usually understand it. Even so, i left the original post untouched for reference. (another thing is I sometimes have to write a letter to myself to make sense what is really going on inside my heart and mind, because my thoughts are so erratic. I have trouble with being rational without meditating on subjects first.. that is very frustrating when you have to make quick decisions) I have changed a lot in the last year and a half or so. My current girlfriend had a lot to do with it i think, because i truly feel she is the one and that I have to be the best person I can for her. We fell in love on 6 jan 2011 and moved in together on september. We are compatible and I do understand her. The real trouble is my intense fear of loosing her. I was always a bit jelaous and possessive, but when I reached my 28 birthday it got A LOT worse. I got mad even if guys were just looking at her. She has a lot of friends, also male, she is very open, honest and a joy to be around. I did learn how to apply rational control to jealous outbursts, but I have trouble in larger social settings, where I don't know the people yet. I get anxious if I have no knowledge of all or at least main aspects of every thing I come in to contact with (even when traveling to a part with a significantly different culture or dealing with people from there). Obviously if i'm drunk I have trouble applying rationality to my feelings. It's funny that when I do get to know things/people my confidence is as hard as a rock. I even have no trouble with my GF partying with her male best friends now that I know them. I want to know if there is a permanent way to calm oneself down, if someone can spot anything in my chart. I wish to be able to trust new things from the start without the anxiety that limits me. And i specificaly want to overcome jealousy, because it really troubles me and leaves me sad and depressed for days if I have an outburst (I can rationally tell it's not right, but the feelings are so INTENSE).. but the most important thing is I love my girlfriend and I hurt deeply when I say something bad to her. I really love astrology and can already see I'm good at spotting patterns.. I will build upon it. in the meantime if someone has any advice and knowledge for me, I will deeply appreciate it. Ty, Gaj [/QUOTE]
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